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I'm bored and that's probably the only reason why I write in here.
A couple new poems... they're not bad I guess..
I haven’t known you long,
but I’ve known you long enough
to know when something’s wrong,
when you need someone to listen,
or when you’ve given up

I’ve been there for you
long enough to know
what to do or what to say
when to hush or when to talk
how to make you happy or how to make you upset

I’ve tried my hardest
to be the one
you know you can trust
with all you have

I try to
pick you up when you fall
keep you warm from the cold world
lend you a hand when needed
guide you when you’re lost
be there when you think no one is

If you walk away
I’ll be right behind you
If you turn away
I’ll be everywhere
If you leave
I’ll be wondering where you went
If you get lost
I’ll be right there with you

I’m here until the end (I’ll)
Fighting for you (Be)
Defending you (Your)
Protecting you (Shield)
Helping you (From)
Cheering for you (It)
Keeping you warm (All)
Loving you (Forever)




What would you do
If I said I still liked you?
What would you do
If I gave you a kiss?
What would you do
If I wrapped my arms around you?

What would you do
If I said I was leaving?
What would you do
If I never came back?
What would you do
If I told you I missed you?

What would you do
If I showed up crying?
What would you do
If I asked for your comfort?
What would you do
If I asked for your warmth?

What would you do
If I said I hated you?
What would you do
If I never spoke again?
What would you do
If I said I don’t care anymore?

What would you do
If you lost me forever?
As a friend
Or something more

What would you do
If you could never hug me again?
What would you do
If you could never see my face again?
What would you do
If you could never hold me again?




(this next poem, i wrote after my parents banned me from gaia and the other sites)

Cyberspace is special to me
I have friends and family
The best I could find
Through the internet

They accepted me without questions
They didn’t care about my looks
They didn’t care about my status
They cared for me like real people
They helped me through my problems
They loved me for me, nothing else
They were always there for me
And me for them

We could count on each other
Talk to each other about anything
Help each other through everything
Give reason to live
And make life bearable

Cyberspace is own our world
Without rules and parents
It was just us and our ideas
No one judged us by our looks

Cyberspace is our sweet escape
From the troubles of the real world
We can do anything without being yelled at
It is our’s and our’s alone

We could talk to people from around the world
Understand what we want
We can be ourselves or anyone we wanted
Without being laughed at
Never were we lonely

My cyberspace allowed me to be me
To have friends and know they’ll be there
To escape the fighting and the cold world
To have family that never fights
To love without criticism
To have what I couldn’t have outside in the world

When I had a tough day
I got on and they made it better
When I had no one to talk too
I got on and someone was always listening
When I thought no one liked me
I got on and they welcomed me

I could do whatever
Say anything
Be anyone
And no one cared

I felt useful and loved
I had many friends
And family
I could go on adventures
With my friends
And duel with others
I could use daggers and swords
Without ever getting hurt
I had things I could never have

I was happy with my cyberspace
I was content and felt special
I never cared what others said about me
I was braver and felt whole
I felt loved, even with my flaws

Now, my cyberspace has been taken away
I’m not as happy or content
I don’t feel as loved
I feel incomplete and cowardly
I feel like crying a lot
I want to jump off a bridge
Hoping that would heal the hole in my soul

I’m a nothing more than a loser
I have no sweet escape
And deal with the world

I’m back to being judged
By my looks and the way I dress
Back to feeling hopeless with a million flaws
Back to being someone I dislike
Back to listening to the fights
Back to the life I tried to escape,
If only for a little while,
Back to nothing
Back to the cold world

Never really caring what people think of me
Never taking judgments and criticism seriously
Never having brothers and sisters
Never having many friends or adventures
Never able to not get hurt
Never really feeling accepted




Forever
And a
Day

I’ll always be here
To help you through
The pain and happiness
Life dishes out

Forever
And a
Day

I’ll be by your side
Helping you fight
The endless fight
Between you and life

Forever
And a
Day

I’ll hold your hand
To guide you
Through the maze
Of your emotions

Forever
And a
Day

I’ll carry you
Through the rough patches
When you can no longer
Walk on your own

Forever
And a
Day

I’ll keep you warm
From the coldness
Of the world
Around us

Forever
And a
Day

I’ll be your light
When your world
Goes black
From things unseen

Forever
And a
Day

I’ll love you
No matter what
As a friend
And more

Forever
And a
Day




So, you think my poems
Are just poems?
That I write with no truth

Wrong!
They’re all true
Every last one

The poems I write
Come from the heart
With as much truth as possible

They’re how I express
My emotions
Without actually saying it

They’re how I feel
What I’m going through
They’re me, put into words

So, pay close attention
To what I have to say
Maybe you might get to save me

Don’t underestimate
The power of poetry
You may get to save someone

So, listen carefully
To what they say
You may understand me a little more




Don’t feel bad
Don’t feel pity
Try not to care
About me

Care about someone
Worth your feelings
I’m not, never was, worthy
Of anyone’s love

Don’t feel bad
Don’t feel pity
Try not to care
About me

I’ve been preparing for
This pain, since I fell
Don’t blame yourself
I knew it would happen

Don’t feel bad
Don’t feel pity
Try not to care
About me

I was right, too
I’m a nothing,
No one should love

Don’t feel bad
Don’t feel pity
Try not to care
About me

I don’t hate you
I hate me
I hate everything
About me

Don’t feel bad
Don’t feel pity
Try not to care
About me

Care about something
That actually matters
That’s actually worth it
That’s a something
Instead of a nothing
Like me

Don’t feel bad
Don’t feel pity
Try not to care
About me




Are you some kind of wizard
Casting a spell on me to love you
Did you mean too

Are you some kind of potion master
Did you slip me a love potion
Do you want my love

Are you some kind of voodoo master
Do you have a doll of me on your shelf
Did you plan this

Are you some kind of instrumentalist
Playing with the strings of my heart
Do you know what you’ve been playing

Are you a love doctor
Cutting out my heart for keeps
Did you really want it

Are you something I’ve never heard of
Working your magic on my mind, soul, and heart
Do you understand what you’re doing to me

Are you innocent of all this
Not knowing what you’ve done
Did you know that I was falling for you

Are you just an innocent bystander
Watching, not knowing, that I’m falling deeper in love with you
Do you reject me and my feelings




I see you standing there
It’s like you actually care
I see the look on your face
It’s like you think you’re in place

Make me cry
You’ll wish to die
Make me laugh
You’ll wish to stay forever

I feel your arms around me
It’s like you want to be
I feel your breath on my ear
It’s like you want to be here

Make me cry
You’ll wish to die
Make me laugh
You’ll wish to stay forever

I look in your eyes
It’s like you have no lies
I look at your smile
It’s like you’re gunna stay for a while

Make me cry
You’ll wish to die
Make me laugh
You’ll wish to stay forever

I hear your heart beating in time with mine
It’s like you wanted to cross the line
I hear your sweet voice whispering comforting words
It’s like you’re making me fly like the birds

Make me cry
You’ll wish to die
Make me laugh
You’ll wish to stay forever

I feel your hand wiping my tears
It’s like you want to rid me of my fears
I feel your lips on my lips
It’s like you’re staying and not gunna give me the slip

Make me cry
You’ll wish to die
Make me laugh
You’ll wish to stay forever





(this one, i wrote for English. i got full credit, even when i forgot to put my name on it. i hope you like it.)
Beauty of Nature

The world today is magical
With scenes unseen
Majestic mountains uncared for
Magical miracles not witnessed

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

Raindrops are like tears
That the earth sheds
Because we don’t care
About it’s breathtaking splendors

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

A storm rages above the ocean
Waves crashing down on the shore
Mad that no one takes a moment
To realize it’s true meaning
Only thinking it’s a guaranteed death

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

The clouds roll over the sun
Trying to get us to look up
At their intricate designs
Of little puppies or fire breathing dragons
We think they’re silly little floating
Cotton balls that make storms

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

The stars twinkle at night
Hoping to get a compliment
On how shine just for us
Or how they light up the darkest
Of nights, even though they’re
Trillions of miles away

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

The animals scream at us
To stop with our greediness
And obsession with money
For just a moment
To look at the Earth’s magnificence
To give thanks to the heavens
For letting us live here in our gorgeous world

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

The wind roars at us to look
At the swaying plants
That nourishes us when we’re hungry,
Cure us when we’re sick,
Shade us on a hot day,
Protect us from prying eyes,
And ease our pain when it’s to much to bare

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

The world is full of
Enchanting scenes and fairy-tale pictures
Of what brings joy and happiness
That lights up our darkened hearts

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

The world is truly mind-blowing
When we take the time to look at it
Or when we are to busy with money
No matter what we are doing
Our world, our Earth, will always
Have those outstandingly beautiful
Scenes, where the sun shines on a
Snow capped mountain, just right,
Illuminating the iridescent color
Of the pearl white snow atop a purple mountain

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

We may not always witness
These truly astounding scenes
Of a setting sun descending beneath
The ocean as clear blue waves crash
Down on the smooth beach, singing
A sweet lullaby for the sleeping world
Or a sunrise, slowing ascending above
A forest of lush green trees
Swaying softly in the morning breeze,
Singing to the awakening world

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

There are a select few
That are truly the lucky ones
Which get to behold a spectacular scene
Of our breathtakingly beautiful world
In which we live, without knowing
How genuinely wonderful our world is

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world

We need to keep the beauty
Make it last forever
So, take many pictures and treat
The world like it needs to be treated
Preserve the world of today for tomorrow

People will look,
But won’t see
The true beauty
Of our world





 
 
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