Still sad, depressed, lonely...you get the picture
Well, I am still a little miserable, but typing journal enteries and thinking about the future, and a prospective job, and being with Brent, is helping surprisingly. Brent took my D.N. Angel DVDs, so now I won't get depressed and run and watch those...well I will still be a little depressed, but I don't have a scapegoat this time.
Lesley and Vijay are at Flame Central watching the Flames' Game (not sure what number it is, and I am too lazy to PM Kaityln and ask), so they won't be home for a few hours (I am assuming). I may waltz over to Timmys or Taco Bell and get some food, or raid the fridge for munchies.
Due to circumstances that cannot be changed, Brent and I will have to wait AT LEAST a year before living together. He got a job with the Border Guards and can live on the College Residence for a month (he didn't tell me if he could still stay their after school is over). After that, he has to Voulnteer (you heard me), so he will return to Bow Island and live with his parents until his "Work Experience" is completed. It really sucks that I don't get to see him, but he said that he would pay for my next visit. I NEED A JOB! I am going to go out tomorrow, rain or snow, wind or hail, and get myself a job! Maybe if they see that I walked all this way to find a job, they will maybe give me one. Stupid college kids trying to steal my jobs. Maybe I will fiddle with my Resume a bit tomorrow morning or later tonight.
I feel like watching Disney movies, or maybe some Anime (yay)
This entry is long biggrin
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