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Oh my gosh, I'm tired.

But I have to stay up. For some bizarre, insane reason that I don't even understand, I must stay up. It has been a long week. Most people would be like, "Oh wow! It's Friday! I should go to sleep. Get back some of the sleep I lost during the stupid-long week!" But that is not me. I'm more like, "I have been going to bed and getting up so darn EARLY all week. I want to sleep 'til NOON tomorrow!"

Now that I type that, it sounds SO good. I may just do that. In my life it seems that particularly long weeks tend to produce nothing to do on the weekends. Which is FINE BY ME. I don't WANT anything else to do on the weekends. Well, anything that needs to be done that I don't want to do. Going to a movie is fine. Writing a novel (which I am kinda sorta in the process of doing...a little) is fine. Mandatory stuff? So NOT fine.

Speaking of the story I'm kinda sorta writing a little, I just had a vision of how it is going to end. I can't TELL you, how it ends because that would spoil the ending. Duh. Even though, when I get tired, I tend to forget my friends' names, even I knew that one.

But it was pretty cool, I'll tell you that. Isaac is my new favorite of my fiction/roleplay characters. And he's dead (yeah, I'll give you that much...you'd get it if I ever finished my book and if there was ever a back to it). Yeah. You read right. I won't tell you how he died because I haven't even fully decided that yet.

My roleplay character, Nyna, takes a really close second for my favorite-est. She's fun to roleplay, but rather boring. And she thinks she's a bad person. One time she wrote that she shouldn't be alive, but that was during a particularly large patch of pre-ordained drama. Poor thing. I put her through so much.

I clicked on some random square on photobucket (my #1 photo/graphics site) and it pulled up a search for pictures of emo people. It may just be my insane tiredness making me stupid, or it could be totally real, but emo people look really cool. I like their hair, especially the bangs.

Wow. I sound like I'm on some kind of drug. But I don't think I am. Maybe my brain is just decaying and it is releasing some sort of chemical that is poisoning itself.

I don't know.

I just had a thought that would have typically made me happy. Maximum Ride 4 comes out in 9 days now. Yay... But I'm too dang tired to celebrate it.

Okay, remember how I was totally upset about my neopets account getting hacked, etc., etc.? Well, I made a new account, and I am trying to get my neo-life back together. Starting with the avatars I earned. I have about 116 now, which is pretty good. I think. But there is one that you can only get between such and such hours. About 10pm and 5am. Doesn't sound bad, right? But I'm not in Britain or Europe or wherever neopets is stationed.

So it is REALLY late here.
And I have about a half hour left to stay awake.
And a three-page post to work on for roleplaying.
And some of my "novel" to write.
And then I have to fit sleep in there.
Somewhere. Sometime.

100% wax-less,
Twilight