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What do I do?
I'm still in love with him and he still loves me...
But he's going out with my best friend and I don't want him to get hurt...
I've love him for about a year and a half and went out with him for about a year...
Now my best friend likes him and he thinks he "loves" him....
When I KNOW what love feels like...
And he doesn't feel it...
Love is:
When you wake up in the morning and you think about him
When you first see him the biggest smile runs across your face
Then you ask him alot of questions to make sure he's feeling okay
And you do everything in your power to talk to him if you get the chance
But if you can't see him he's always in your mind
And if you have a class together you sit by him and talk or pass notes
You give off little hints of your feelings and hope he feels the same
And if he does then your heart stops for one second
And you think to yourself that it's just a dream
When class is over you hug him and don't ever want him to let go
You get depressed at first as you go to your next class
But when the day ends and you run to catch him b4 he leaves
Then there's the final hug where u want to kiss him but in my case you can't
So u just hug for a long time and get on your bus
When you get home to the time you fall asleep you think about him
And he's always in your dreams
The next morning it's the same thing and you still want to see him even more ( if it's possible)

My best friend doesn't think like that I'm sure but I wish I were him so I could be in his arms once again.... emo