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I dont' get it
U want me to be me
and to not change for anyone
so y do u want me to be different than i am
i'm forgetful
i'm weird
but u aren't seeing that that's who i am
i'm not the purfect girl friend, sure
but don't try to make it seem like i have to be or else i lose ur trust
ur supposed to love me
because i'm me
no other reason
so then y don't u?
if u really do love me
u'll try to have understanding to me and my life
not every girl can manage to listen to all the fighting i do
or get online and exspect the man they love to say how much they missed them
and then get shot down
what ur supposed to do is say, i'm sorry, i guess u didn't knowtice i was on, oh well, i'll talk to u later
u don't bring a girl into tears for not checking her friends list every hour
on the occasion i actually don't do that
when i was on for 6 hours traight i checked that damn thing every 10 minutes!!!!
and i didn't do that today
instead i thoguht that i'd talk to some ppl
and soon we were in a deep conversation
and look, i forgot to check the clock
I'M SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stressed
I"m sorry i'm not what u wanted
But u could have not said u loved me
U could have not gone out with me
u used to love me
what happened to u tommy?
what happened to the guy i fell in love with?
Cause i want him back
i want back the guy who loved almost everything about me
the guy who said he want to see my just to hold me in his arms
and used all my defaults as something good
Please send back out "MY TOMMY"
not this person posing as my tommy crying