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I really don't like her right now!! scream
In addition to the other stuff i wrote about her there's more!
She asked me if I even wanted to go to church.
I told I did but I don't want to go to the church that we are going to now.
The problem is that it is a Haitian church. I'm Haitian but i don't speak creole and i can barely understand it. I've been going to this church for 7 years and I still have no clue what the pastor is saying! The only time i actually learn something is when i go to bible school (which my mom doesn't wake up early enough for) and when i go to youth group.
In the summer time my church went to a retreat. They spoke English there. I had such an uplifting feeling after that retreat. And ever since then I always wished that i could go to an English speaking baptist church.
So when I told my this she yelled at me "There are other kids who go to Haitian church."
"but they understand creole and i don't"
"TOO BAD! you are going to have to learn then!"
"but i've been trying to learn for 7 YEARS!"
"i don't care! i go to that church so you have to too! END OF DISCUSSION!"
UGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! scream scream scream scream gonk gonk gonk gonk
the only reason why she doesn't want us to go to another church is because the people in the Haitian church will talk bad about her. SO WHAT?!!!! She shouldn't care about them! What she should care about is my soul and my life as Christian!

She's slowly destroying my life and i can't do anything about it...