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well there are a few guys who like me but i'm not too sure how i feel about them.
after the whole Will situation i'm not really letting myself like guys right now. i just really liked him and then found out he only wanted sex from me. i don't want it to end up like that again so i'm being really conservative.

anyways on to the guys first there's Spencer. he's strong, muscular, and short. i like my men strong and muscular but short.... well he's the same height as me which is 5'6. but i just love looking up to a tall man. second there's Melchi. He's a little taller than me, i would say about 5'8, and he's so funny. almost too funny that its hard for me to see him as someone else other than that funny guy. and third there's Craig. he's strong, muscular, and short. just like Spencer. but he's pretty accomplished. (i like men to be accomplished) my first boyfriend was the best singer, dancer, and actor in the whole shcool. Craig is going to states for track and he's going to take three AP classes next year. But he also is so funny that it's hard to see him seriously.

Now this is where i have a little problem. I'm trying to get to know them all but they are all somehow closely connected to each other. Spencer and Melchi are close friends due to family and Craig and Melchi are close friends due to the fact that they both do the same track events. Whenever I see two of them together i get nervous and think that they could have been talking about me so i just a general hi and keep it moving. but its hard for me to trust any of them out fear that they will be talking about me.