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crying why are you calling me names!?.... Why do you do this to me?..... I can't take it, I just can't...... You've done this to me my whole life......And it's gone too fare....I know I'm not average....I know I may be shaped different....But why do you use that word.....That cold, heartless word that's caused me so many problems.... Every time I don't do what you say you call me that.....And I can't take it anymore!!!!!!...........I know if I don't do something about it you won't stop......But what can I do?.......if I stop eating you'll make fun of me........If I throw upp what I eat you'll laugh at me and call me stupid.......And If i try to perfect my shape then You'll just fight me next time I refuse to do what you demand.......No matter what I do, YOU WIN......So now all I want to do is end my life.....And with it, the word goes away......But I guess you will still try to laugh at me from my grave......So I'll still lose....... emo
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