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I feel the whole world is depending on me to be strong.
I can never be weak or show any sign of heart breaks.
If I would ever break down if would be the end of the world.
Everyone wants to know there is one strong person left to protect them.
I can't always be the only person to be strong.
I can't stand holding in all these emotions any longer.
As I type this I'm crying my heart out from all this presure.
Day after day someone new comes to me with a problem for me to solve.
I don't mind being a good person but I can only handle so much presure.
I have my owe problems to handle that will take forever to solve.
You don't understand the way I feel.
I'm colapesing,and no one cares.
There's just somethings that I can't handle in this world.
I've tried so hard to help you.
Now it's my turn to help myself.
I'm going away forever to get a better life.
I'll be happy for once not like it matters to you though.
You've never cared about me or any one else for that matter.
All anyone has cared about is themselves.
Until me, I finally showed the world what kindness is.
And they take advantage of me like I was made to serve them.
But I wasn't.
I was born to make a difference and I failed at that.
So I'm doing you a favor by killing myself.
No one will care though.
I'm just another screw up. emo