He's not worth it. He's not, he let his family hurt me so bad and never once thought for himself. If he wants to grow up and be responsible for himself and realize what they're doing, then we'll talk about it. As it stands, I don't want anything to do with him. If he had loved me like he said he did he would have protected me. I protected his family even after everything they've been doing, and they are still trying to ruin my life.
HA! That's what Bernie said I was trying to do with him! I never wanted anything more than for him to do good in life, I was trying to push him towards college! I don't see anyone in his family doing such things. So ******** them all, I don't need that in my life. If he wants to be like that, fine. He just lost the best person he'll ever know. His loss, not mine. I can find better things, people who will want to love and take care of me, who won't let their families push them around and brainwash them.
It still hurts, I'm not totally over it, but now I see that it isn't good for me to be in that situation. I can't change him, he has to do that himself. If he wants to, and he grows up, then I'll let him. If he wants to be with me, he has to change because I can't keep being subjected to the s**t his family is trying to place on me. I am the only one that wants him to do anything with his life, I'm better than his family. It's not that I'm trying to be cocky, but I know when people are beneath me. It's just not worth it.
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