Its one of those days when you sit down and think. You think about everything. What you've done and what you should have done and what you wish you'd done.
Its that day that you know you're getting older but you don't know how to feel about it. Your life's going to change and your afraid. You've already lost all your friends to university and now you're going to college. You think about moving out but, realistically, you barely have any money put aside. Definitely not enough to pay an apartment's rent.
Mom doesn't want you moving in with the boyfriend. "What if you get pregnant?" And all these other blah blah questions. Such a pain. Do this, do that. Don't do this, don't do that. Let me control your life and tell you what to do. Go join the army. Don't do what you want to do. No no. That's completely forbidden. Do as I say. Honestly, piss off.
Anyway, some times I realize how pathetic my life is. And I'm too not interested to try and change it.
Comes with the age.
Anyway, I'll peace out now. Til next time.
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