Alan; i told him ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING! honestly he was the best guy friend anyone could ever have! i was lucky;p he was there for me, he had my back, we told eachother everything. i kept all his secrets nd im pretty sure he kept all of mine. wednesday, 05252011, i cried myself to sleep that night :// not saying its her fault, but arianna told lizzie to tell alan to ask me out. i was soooooo mad. i was scared because i thought everything was gunna be so awkward for me nd him. so thursday in 4th hour, me, josiah nd alan met up where we always do nd none of us said anything nd alan said "awkward...." josiah even told me alan felt awkward now :// im hoping alan doesnt think i like him like that :// so that day, last day of school, we didnt even talk, only once when i asked him why he wasnt playing volleyball with us nd he said "'cause its so F**ken gay" he looked/sounded mad :// thats all we said, it might not sound like a big deal or anything but that really hurt me ): i absolutely love alan, we were suppose to hang out during summer but it would be too awkward :// i think that was the last time me nd alan are ever gunna talk again :// i feel so upset nd heart broken. no affense or anything but i told him more secrets then iv ever told arianna;p it feels like iv known alan for such a long time :// he was truly a bestfriend;p nd i feel like i have no one now because it seemed like he was the only one who understood me. he always helped me out with all my problems. he's the one who made me laugh the most, who made me smile, who brought me up when i was down ): He was my bestfriend, nothing more but nothing less
i Love You Alan Rodriquez
& i'll Truely Miss You Oh So Much
Best Friend.....
<|3
i wish we could have been bestfriends forever... ://
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