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I don't konw what I should say, but i'm think my friends in real life are focused to talk with my twin sister more instead of me >___>

when they will cut their hair they ask my sister, but it's me who's educate to became a hairdresser -.- And I feel like she's talking too much, since I can't communicate with others because of her talk <______< all of our friends are talking to her and i'm sooooo quiet and can't use words or I don't know what I should say....

Everbody loves my twin sister since she have gothic style and i'm just ordinary white bleached hair girl with very colorful clothes and can't combinate good enough. And I don't know what I should do with my hair, when i'm become full white, what know? -.-

it sounds that i'm jealous too my sister and thats true, and i admit it, she can be stupid sometimes, but she can tell her opinion to other people when she don't think clear enough before she tells it, and I'm a quiet and careful in everything and don't say anything almost, because i'm afraid too hurt others feelings.

I have communication problems with others and afraid too do everything like take flights alone with her down to Oslo and take the train to Lillehammer and live ther in one week with my best friend Sora and her grand mother. I'm sooooo unsure about this and yeah I want too go other places in this summer but i'm afraid gonk
We must pay for it by ourself and I think we don't have enough since we must use the money from our charges in the bank. gonk that's life too middel clas alone mother too twins who wants to travel down to south Norway X)

now i've got my feelings out, sorry if I whine to much, but I must write down my feelings else place than my sister can't see X) sorry Ellen