It'll be Alright
Have you ever met someone whos simply changed your life? Whose smile lights up the room and brighten the saddest persons day? I think we all have at some point in our lives, and somewhere along the way this person kind of becomes your everything. You feel happier then you ever thought you could, the sun seems brighter, the grass is greener, everything this person does is amazing. There are small things that no one else notices, whether it be the way this person walks or smiles. Nothing is perfect though, this person has one flaw. They dont believe how amazing they are. You kind of just feel like a failure for not making them realize how special they actually are and you pray that someone will.
Maybe someday this person decides to go, and you dont really know why, you try your hardest to reach out and let them know that maybe youre worth being in their life. You realize how funny it is that one person can make you feel both extremes of emotion so easily. One second you feel like the warmth in your heart could melt the north pole, and before you know it, its so cold that even a blowtorch couldnt do much. For a while, you cant function. All you want to do is sleep, write sad songs and cry, and you feel stupid for feeling this way, but you cant stop it. Somewhere along the unawnsered phone calls and emails, you kind of get the hint that this person doesnt want you in their life, and it still hurts because you want nothing more than to be their friend, butYouve done all you can do, and life is funny like that. After a while, the impossible happens and you feel a bit more like yourseld rather than a shut-in zombie. It may sound very unrealistic then, but time does heal everything. The pain may wither away each day, but the memories that you shared, the smiles that this person gave you, and the happiness this person made you feel will never die. Have you ever met someone whos just simply changed your life? I have.
 Sbeautx · Mon Oct 26, 2009 @ 09:43pm · 0 Comments |
