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A place for me to vent my depression. Any who care to join in may- it would be fun to exchange macabre words with kindred spirits.
Masks-we wear them...
If I were to take
off this mask
would the day just pass
or would it slowly slide
away
like rancid puss oozing
from my decay
or would it go down
really cool
like if for once I wasn't beat on in school
could I just hide it away?
show the world what I am
just for one day
my fleeting hopes and desperate desires
shielded by my mask
from the red hot fires
of this hell from which there is
no escape
would live if just for that
'one day'
but still the risk is far too great
what is I made a dire mistake
and my dreams like glass
got crushed to sand by the blind wrath of their calloused hand.

4/28

Delete...
OH how i -wish- life had a back button,...
so i could undo you
my mistake
my throbbing soul is tearing its stitches,
as it swells with your infection...
no longer in your presence
do i feel a sense of elation
being near you now only brings
devastation

12/26

I'm naked
Naked on the floor
staring at the door
oh how drearily I implore
you to keep my company
staring...
wearily I wonder why
my artistic might has run dry
I can't comply
to what 'they' demand of me
really?...
How, how my heaven and hell seem
to both gleam
as they fuse without a seam
together at your departure

How naked, oh! at your heaven
my hell staring I demanding I tell
you secrets that prove my sanity
How I wish you would stay so that things
were really as they seem.

12/25/07

Remnants
Remnants of my soul
are falling like a light snow
around me
covering the string
that is leading me back to sanity
I'
M
lost within my own white cloud
I find I can't breath in
suffocating in myself
a pleasant death... unaware
of the suffering my body is dealt
I fade into nothingness

I'm left behind


12/24/07

Venting my depression here where no one will find it...

demonlover11
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