Why should I pain be a problem.
I've been lieing here at home for the last few days. I did something to my back and I don't know what it is. The pain grows in my upper right side. It woreis me, because I don't think the pain is mine. Whoever is out there feeling this pain. Place it on me, I shall bare it for you are someone dear to me. I don't know what good I can do for you, but place your pain on me and I shall endure it for you. I worry for whoever this pain is from. For this pain isn't fake or mine. If it was mine, I'd have been done with it and forgotten the pain. I worry because I guess someone else won't for you. Come to me in my dreams and I shall burnden the pain for you instead. I don't know why you hurt or what its coming from, but I shall try my best to help you. Ashihara-ninja, I miss you my love. I wish to talk to you, see you, hold you, and tell you again and again that I love you. Yes, I'm a fool and yes I love her Ashihara-ninja. But I don't care what laws or rule there are waiting before me. I would gladly take the risk to come be for me, if I can love her and keep her happy. For you see sometimes even the darkest shadow can love the light. Ashihara -ninja, I want you to know that I love you. I'm trying to get you a picture and a gift on here. Although I looks like I'll be a little late, forgive me love. As for the reason of you my freinds, mistress, pet, and whatever else I may call you I love you all. Your my dear one's but Ashihara - Ninja comes even before me. Good night my love and please forgive me for not being on.
<center> This is all I can say, when I'm without her. </center>
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