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Blinded By My Silence
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This whole month just seems to be going down hill...
It seems that I'm starting to lose those I love the most.
-Sighs sadly-
Anyway, I'm not writing to complain, I'm here to explain why it is that I won't be online as much from now on...

My daddy, as most of you know, has many, many things wrong with him.
Diabetes, Hepititus, Serosis of the liver, etc,...
Recently, however, his kidneys have begun to fail.
He just came back from the doctors today and found out that, now, they are almost completely shot...
And so, he will be starting Dialysis very, very soon.
Dialysis, for those that do not know, is basically where someone with kidney failure gets hooked up to a big machine for up to 10 hours a day at about three times a week, if not more.
The machine basically does the job of the faild kidneys and removes the toxins from the person's blood.
And so, my daddy is going to be gone quite often now...
And somebody has to keep my family up and running.
He is too weak to do much, so I'll be cleaning, cooking, doing the laundry, the bathrooms, waiting on my mother, and taking care of Spencer, my little brother.
So, just in case you were wondering as to why I'm not online as often as I normally am, this is it.
I'll try my hardest to do what I can for my family and try to be online when I can.
I'm sorry...





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So....
My first love confession and first rejection happened all in the same weekend.
I finally experienced my first love, and had my heart broken, all in the corse of, what, three, maybe four days?
Most people would be upset about being rejected, and I am, in fact, I've never felt a pain this terrible before and I cried myself to sleep last night....
But, it gave me the closure I needed and now I think I can finally get over this and move on.
I'm not saying that the feelings are gone, but I do think that now I can surpress them and let them fade.
It won't happen overnight, and I'll still hurt for a while, but, I'm almost positive things will be back to normal soon.

Thank you, Jess, you really are amazing.
You've stuck with me through all of this, you don't know how much that means to me.
You are my best friend, my 'soul sister'.
I want to keep it that way for as long as I can.
Everything will be better soon.
No worries, right?
-Smiles-




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