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Hello, hello.
Just popping in to give you an update of what's been going on with me and all.
Currently, I'm in pain since half my face is swollen because of an insect bite/sting, and I'm probably going to have to get two allergy shots when I go to the Emergency room and I'm not really looking forward to that.
Also, I'm currently in the process of enrolling into a specific college to go into the Medical Assisting field and I'm really excited about it.
That's about it for now, I miss you guys and I hope we get to talk again real soon. <3
 Your Sweet Secret · Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 05:11pm · 0 Comments |
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Well, for those of you who are probably concerned about Isis, I have some bad news. Sometime during last night/evening, Isis moved from her spot from the porch and we weren't able to find her. We searched everywhere, and there's no way she could've lived through the night in the state she was in. So, this entry is dedicated to Little Isis, she was one of the most affectionate, shoulder-loving kittens I've ever had the honor of getting.  
Your Sweet Secret · Sat Jul 01, 2006 @ 04:55pm · 0 Comments |
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I honestly don't think there''s very many feelings worse than feeling helpless. I hate not being able to help when things are horrible, it sucks so much. I like to present myself as the type of person who is willing to do their best to try and help as much as they can, so it's a stab in the heart when I'm rendered powerless. This entry does have a reason behind it. The reason being is that my kitten, Isis, is currently dying. She's been sick for the past few days but we don't know why, but we hoped it would go away. However, I've been telling my mother and sister about her declining health but they took no heed. I've done my best to keep her comfortable up until now, but I've done all that I can. She can barely move, but she cries this heartwrenching mew everytime she moves. She's so small and it's the worst thing that could be happening to her.
I feel responsible for all this, there had to have been something that I could've done to prevent this but I didn't know what. I don't even know how to handle myself currently. I love that kitten to death, and that makes me feel even more like a failure/hypocrite. If I loved her so much then why wasn't I able to think of something to help her? God, things have just been getting worse and worse for me these past few weeks. ;-;
Your Sweet Secret · Fri Jun 30, 2006 @ 03:44pm · 0 Comments |
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Since I was feeling creative, I made some more dream avatars.  Gaia Dream Avatar Creator (dream.tektek.org) Item List:~ Angelic Parasol ~ Baby Seal Slippers ~ Bao ~ Blue Bannded Shirt ~ Blue Pawprint Pajama Pants ~ Elegant Blue Ribbon ~ Gaia 2nd Anniversary Balloon ~ Gaia 2nd Anniversary Party Hat ~ XL Gaia Tshirt -----------------------------------------------------
Gaia Dream Avatar Creator (dream.tektek.org) Item List: ~ Horns of the Demon ~ Large Silver Buckle Belt ~ Neutral Punk Starter Pants ~ Stealth UltraViolet Top ~ Violet Chess Shoes -----------------------------------------------------
Gaia Dream Avatar Creator (dream.tektek.org) Item List: ~ Alice's Crimson Dress ~ Black Long Coat ~ Charred Tundra Boots ~ Goti Clips ~ HIPster Red Tint Shades ~ Leather Collar with Cross ~ Nitemare Parasol ----------------------------------------------------
Gaia Dream Avatar Creator (dream.tektek.org) Item List: ~ Baby Seal Slippers ~ Bani Clips ~ Bao ~ Dress of the Swan~ Fairy Wings ~ White Stockings
Your Sweet Secret · Thu Jun 29, 2006 @ 10:24pm · 0 Comments |
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Dream Avatar!
Gaia Dream Avatar Creator (dream.tektek.org)
Item List:
~AFK
~ Baby Seal Slippers
~ Emo Bag
~ KiKi Kitty Plushie
~ Pink Ribbon Skirt
~ Sharp Fish Teeth
~ SuperStar Red Tint Shades
~ White Sport Vest
~ White Stockings
~ White Wool Top
Your Sweet Secret · Mon Jun 26, 2006 @ 09:22pm · 0 Comments |
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Sunday, Sunday...
It's been four days so far without any contact from a moderator about the hacking, I was supposed to PM one about it, but I had no idea what to say or who to send it to.
I'm afraid to send a PM to one of them and have them get angry with me, I don't want to get in any trouble. I suppose I'll just wait until tomorrow so I can ask my one friend how I go about it. Speaking of my friends, I suppose those of you have read my last entry know that I hold all my friends in high regard, but I usually give most people respect.
To be as honest as can be, I feel as close to my friends on here than people here where I live. I can talk to them more easily, and about anything. I love it.
And the variety of support they give me is the greatest thing anyone could ever give me.
My apologies for rambling off there, I tend to do that when I'm talking about people close to me ^^;
But yeah, I'm currently playing around in Towns, wishing that I had some music to listen to. Music is the perfect thing to help me think. I only have one song on my computer and its "Far Away" by Nickleback. It's a lovely song but I want/need more. ;>__>
Well for some IRL~ness, my mom got her a new cell phone, she got on a plan with my brother and his girlfriend yesterday. She's all happy about it and such. Speaking of mom, my neice, her, and myself were planning to go to my Aunt's cook-out but unfortunately it got rained out. I was looking forward to it since it's been a while since I've seen her. I suggested to my mom that she should have my aunt to have it on the next day she has off, depending on whether or not my mom can switch days off with one of her co-workers so she can go.
Also, my brother and his girlfriend invited us to a cook-out at their place the weekend before the fourth of July and we're going to try to go. I think it'll be fun, hopefully mom won't be too tired to go. I also want to see Neo again since they took him a few days ago, I think it was Monday when they took him away, may have been later. I can't really remember. It's been so quiet without him. cry
My brother said that Neo likes to sleep in bed with him and he tries to push his girlfriend out of the bed. xD
Silly Neo.
Anyway, I guess that's enough to write about for now. I'm going to go play around on Gaia some more while trying to unistall KaZaA since it sucks and won't work. D=
Goodbye and thanks for reading. <3
Your Sweet Secret · Sun Jun 25, 2006 @ 04:13pm · 0 Comments |
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It warms my heart knowing that there are so many nice people here on Gaia, but sadly there are a few bad ones as well.
Either last night/early this morning my main Gaia account, Akina`, was hacked.
It sickens me to think about someone doing somethign so evil, especially when all they had to do was ask me for an item, or even some help obtaining a certain item.
There was absolutely no need to do what they did, I have worked hard for what I got, and I'm willing to help others as well.
Anyhoo, I had stated in my signature for this account about my hacking of my precious Akina` account, and I was surprised to have recived a donation from Bigfoot TI. I just want to let him, and all my supportive friends, that I love you all.
You guys are the best!
And to make sure I get to pay him and the other donators back, I'm putting it in here.
Bigfoot TI- 1,000g and a Sunflower
Muro_Khan- 976g!
Raine Arashi - 1,000g and a Purple Daisy!
Bondage. Princess- Enforced Tundra Boots, G-LOL Blood Mistress Skirt, Winter Snow Flake Sweater, and BSS Pants! =O!
+MissM u r d e r+- Two yellow butterflies and a mask!
Alarias- 5 single bouquets and a mini ghost sheet!
Xx Britishboy xX- 1,270g!
Chanmi- 100g!
<3333333's to them all!
Your Sweet Secret · Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 04:43pm · 0 Comments |
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