*sighs* i never knew i'd be sayin this but after cuttin my ex-boyfriend off, i really kinda miss him, just with out the argue-ing and being mad. But i was pissed and still am pissed that he had his girlfriend say something 2 me on aim pretending to be him. Like i try 2 b stress free as possible, cuz there's a lot of things i gotta do. Finish my last 3 yrs of college, learn the car better, drive, get my license,get a job and get my own phone. So yeah i'm tryna do big things on my own ^_^. i'm so ******** lonely sometimes, but i'll get threw it, i plan on talking 2 my ex again when i get out of college or close to that, 2 c where his life has gone, and 2 say hi. hopefully things get better 4 him God willin. Like i 4 give him 4 all the bad stuff, i truly do but i gotta worry about me, and keep my nose outta his drama, and stop worrying about him like always even tho i dont show it. im 20 yrs old now, and i think it's time 2 grow up cuz once i get outta college, i'll get that dream jog as a graphic designer or maybe better and im outta my parents house with in that year or 2 nothing more ^_^.