Oh this is just strange.
I know what to change.
I don't know how tho.
And I don't want to escape this.
It feels so right.
How can I walk away from it.
I want to loose myself with him.
And show him things.
And share things.
And love him like he deserves to be loved.
It makes me want to cry every time I realize I can't.
Why is it so hard for me to understand it?
Is it love?
Or do I want to prove love exists just to show him wrong.
No... I think it is love.
It is.
I will be happy when I make him happy.
I will be full when I make him full.
Love.
Everyone thinks they know what love is.
Real love.
I can give it to him.
But I want to be loved back.
Really loved.
Not like this.
 Suiseseki · Wed Nov 04, 2009 @ 04:56am · 0 Comments |
