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My life isn't bad but its complicated. My so called friends judge me. I don't hang with them anymore but... it just hurts. Sometimes I think of who I am. I pray to God everyday... it helps, but crying is not enough. I get sad everyday when I think about that. Am I a bad person? Why do you do this to me? To laugh at my face? Now since I'm not in the group, the put Gabby in. He's a nice friend and I don't want him to get hurt crying I love him as a brother. That guy is awesome. Yes, I have my best friends but Sofia doesn't want to talk about it and Melany would just b***h at them or not care. Their mean!! scream I just feel like poop. I feel like I don't belong here. Another thing that hurt a lot was when Anais, one of my so called friends, called me an emo. That I'm stupid. Says the one that I help doing some homework in the past! mad I can't believe how foolish they are. I'M TALENTED! I"M SMARTER! AND I CAN MAKE BETTER CHOICES THAN YOU! I'm sorry... sweatdrop I'll shut up... I don,t want you to hate me too.n cry