Well i just felt like writing something soo yeah here we go.
Sometimes i really don't understand why people look up too me. I have done many wrongs and am not as strong or beautiful as everyone says. Most of the time i just simply hide from the truth not wanting to admit it. Denial. Has been there for me the two years i spent with someone. Our relations ship was on and off. But it would be about on and half year we were together. I knew something was going that she went out and cheated on me i just would not face the truth. i wanted to be happy but maybe it was the wrong way to do it. I thought if i would keep denying it i would stay happy. but it ate me up. people say you learn through out your life. Well i thin i learned allot over 2 years. And the thought of more things to be learned scare me. we are only are what we belive we are. well and i belive that i am who i am and only lessons f life will change me.
BeccaTheSlytherin · Wed Sep 08, 2010 @ 05:12am · 0 Comments |