I...I feel... neglected. I waited a whole week. A whole week of stressing. Obsessing with the stupidest thoughts running through my head. But can you blame me? He had been sick! I was worried. And then he finally comes back, and I didn't even get the hug I had wanted! I didn't even get a hello! And then he near ignored me. I... I felt like... like crying. But... I've cried one too many times because of him. 6 days til our 8 month aniversary. 4 months til a year. I... I'm scared though. I feel like... like we're drifting farther and farther apart every day. It feels terrible.
On another note, I got some awesome new shoes. OKay I know, changing the subject isn't going to make things better. I just hope I get that kiss for valentines day. I know what you're thinking, you've been together 8 months and you haven't kissed!? Well, the truth is, we have kissed. But they're more like a peck. I want a KISS. I don't want,like, to make out or anything (ewwwwwww!!!) I just want a kiss that lasts more than two milliseconds. I want a kiss where, I dunno, I can count to like 5. Oh who am I kidding, I'm never gonna get that. Any adivce? I could use some? -Lyss
*OMNOMNOMNOM*...oh wait, you actually wanted the cookie I made you? eek sweatdrop
xXxKnightAngelxXx · Sat Feb 06, 2010 @ 12:02am · 0 Comments |