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I have yet to see my husbands body but I have the entire family looking for it with me.They loved him as I did.This is a great tragedy now that the children know. Mai Damien and Elisabeth heard Aiden and I talking about their father one night and they discovered the truth. They have not spoken since that night...and that was nearly 3 days ago. I worry about them. They cried themselves to sleep last night. Their cries and weeping carried through the walls to my room. My heart is heavy. My God. Carlisle says they will heal in time but I see them now and find that hard to believe. I need a stronghold.....

My God.....Jagger is....Jagger is...Dead.The swirling mist of my sorrow threatens to overwhelm me. I am at a loss as to what i should tell the children.I have a feeling that Aiden with his extra sensory abilities most likely already knows what has happened to his father. This is a dark day indeed in this life. I am spiraling downward into the black abyss with no hope of escape.