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Well I had to go from Gaia it seems, it cost me 50% of my items but whatever...they are only pixels and can easily be gotten back. As for the most part I've been trying to fight off this depression that 's constantly on my back 24/7 it's gotten better, I've matured but yet it's still a tough fight. It's been the same negative thoughts as usual >> "can't draw worth crap, couldn't get a gf if you tried, fail at life..." stuff like that constantly flowing through my head like a torrent ><
I would one day be able to find a girl either it be online or real...doesn't matter to me, I talk enough so it might work out ^^;
Aside from the depressing side of my life I am now living in a appartment complex working for Sprint as a job to aquire funds for my art education...still another half a year to go with this evil job then I can move to the city and have some real fun XD
Bah, it doesn't matter really but a little spice in life never hurts eh? I still love just carefreely watching nature take it's course O_< although I HATE winter driving...bloody ell, already been in like 3 accidents ><

And yes I am still drawing for all those who know me and for those who soon will, I am currently working on meh comic so it shouldn't be too long before I get noticed for at something huh? Even if nothing does happen...I just enjoy doing art and commissions for ppl ^^ seeing them being happy with the art is a good enough reward from me XD
But unfortunately that doesn't pay the bills -_- so I can't constantly hand out freebies, but if ya have a bit of gaia gold to spare I wouldn't mind ^^;

Hm...other than that nothing has really changed in meh life...well I got a Ps3 O_< that made things alot moreinteresting for me as well ^^

Well see you all later XD
~Ross