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The day my heart was unlocked <3
My life was normal simple everyday, going to school, talking with friends, failing classes lol everything was almost boring in a way everyday it was the same thing. Until the day I met him, I wasnt sure what to think at first I mean he was nice, sweet, and really funny lol he was great. Then I got his gaia and talked to him more and more and I noticed alot that I looked forward to when he came on....I didnt think much of it at first but when I saw he was sad or in pain it made me sad and in pain as well. So I tried to help him as best i could and when i made him smile , it made me feel amazing i felt so happy knowing i could do just that. I noticed i talked alot about him too, my friend keep telling me to just ask him out but i was to shy and i didnt think he liked me like that, so i was fine with being just friends...(not really but i didnt have much choice) and all this time i wasnt sure still if i liked him, then he got a girlfriend and then it hit me, i knew i was so jealous in that moment i shocked even myself. I acted happy as if i was alright with the whole thing, on the inside i was a mix of sadness and anger.I was sad cause i blow my chance and i was mad that another girl had him.....but again i stayed quiet, but then shortly after they broke up...i hate to say i was happy, but in a way i was he was single maybe i had a chance. Weeks past and i still hadnt said anything,then my friend finally did somthing she told one of his friend i liked him and then his friends told him. I didnt know what to do i mean im glad it was finally out on the table but at the same time i was afraid he wouldnt feel the same way so i was terrified in a way. But i sucked it up and i pmed him...and it turned out he liked me too....HE LIKED ME TOO !!!! i was so happy i could barly talk, then we went on our first date.......then had our first kiss redface it was one of the best days of my life i couldnt have been happier and im proud to say to this day I am still happy and its all thanks to him hes made me so happy, hes there when im sad, he makes me feel like I have nothing to hide that I can just be me and have no fear of judgement and thats one of the best feelings anyone has ever givin me.I love him,I love him with all my heart and soul, iI always have and always will.....and that him i keep mentioning...his name is heart Jake heart heart
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