OMG Ja-Ja-Ja-Journal
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[[March 3, 1o]]
Kay so today was a really great day.I was not even bored during my math class!!&3
It was easy and I just talked with ppl the whole time.o 3 o Everyone at my table is like funny and nice so it's usually pretty easy to get through class anyway.
Kay so Like you have to hear a poem I wrote.Even tho I suck at writing poems you will readd it.
~Candyy~
Candy, Candy, Candy,
Searching For A Child's Mouth
All Day Every Day
In A Candy Store
Wanting To Be Favored By Children
X3 I know it sux But w/e I have wayyy better poems, but I like that one cuz it reminds me of candy.
Eh, Guess what my Friends are stillll fighting.
I'm trying to stay out of the way so that I don't get involved.One is always coming to me crying and the other seems so different it feels as if I don't even know them anymore.But not to worry I know that drama can't last foreverr.Least not in my school.(:
Good News Is, we have a dance coming up which is awesome because our dances are always like super freakin cool.Bad News is,(even tho there is always bad news)my parents are still fighting and my sister wants to move to LOUISIANA!!O&
What will I do there?Is there even a mall?I can't live w/o the mall.
D= This sucks.But I doubt we will move soon which is a rather good thing actually.Omg Guess what?I kinda like this one guy But like I don't want to ruin our friendship.Plus, we have all the samee classes so yeah it would suck if we broke up.
UGH.I have to go finish my hwk.
Baii :3
It was easy and I just talked with ppl the whole time.o 3 o Everyone at my table is like funny and nice so it's usually pretty easy to get through class anyway.
Kay so Like you have to hear a poem I wrote.Even tho I suck at writing poems you will readd it.
~Candyy~
Candy, Candy, Candy,
Searching For A Child's Mouth
All Day Every Day
In A Candy Store
Wanting To Be Favored By Children
X3 I know it sux But w/e I have wayyy better poems, but I like that one cuz it reminds me of candy.
Eh, Guess what my Friends are stillll fighting.
I'm trying to stay out of the way so that I don't get involved.One is always coming to me crying and the other seems so different it feels as if I don't even know them anymore.But not to worry I know that drama can't last foreverr.Least not in my school.(:
Good News Is, we have a dance coming up which is awesome because our dances are always like super freakin cool.Bad News is,(even tho there is always bad news)my parents are still fighting and my sister wants to move to LOUISIANA!!O&
What will I do there?Is there even a mall?I can't live w/o the mall.
D= This sucks.But I doubt we will move soon which is a rather good thing actually.Omg Guess what?I kinda like this one guy But like I don't want to ruin our friendship.Plus, we have all the samee classes so yeah it would suck if we broke up.
UGH.I have to go finish my hwk.
Baii :3
[[March 4, 1o]]
I hate love hate relationships.
OMG so like today freakin sucked.
Well Except that I wore the cutest alfit like everr.(:
But anyhow, My Best Friend was not here todayy and then me and my other friend got in a small fight.But omg sometimes I just want to slap her.She gets so annoying and thinks she is uber freakin smart and she really isn't.But w/e that is just who she is so Eh.I include her as a Friend but definitely not a Best friend, not even close.D= She hurt me & that should have been it.Eh, Anyways I came home and went to bed.x3 I was soo tired!!But I woke up and did my hwk.(; Then my Dad brought home Taco Bell which I would normally be like NOOO to but because I have been eating all super natural and healthy lately I decided to have a burrito.P&
I don't know what I'm going to do this weekend.I still have to buy a tutu or like dress for the dance.But eh.I was thinking about going to the beach with some girlies, but Idk.Anyways, I have to go soooo
Baii Baii.
OMG so like today freakin sucked.
Well Except that I wore the cutest alfit like everr.(:
But anyhow, My Best Friend was not here todayy and then me and my other friend got in a small fight.But omg sometimes I just want to slap her.She gets so annoying and thinks she is uber freakin smart and she really isn't.But w/e that is just who she is so Eh.I include her as a Friend but definitely not a Best friend, not even close.D= She hurt me & that should have been it.Eh, Anyways I came home and went to bed.x3 I was soo tired!!But I woke up and did my hwk.(; Then my Dad brought home Taco Bell which I would normally be like NOOO to but because I have been eating all super natural and healthy lately I decided to have a burrito.P&
I don't know what I'm going to do this weekend.I still have to buy a tutu or like dress for the dance.But eh.I was thinking about going to the beach with some girlies, but Idk.Anyways, I have to go soooo
Baii Baii.
[[March 8, 2010]]
Eh.So like today really did suck.My Dad's moving out and Idk why but all I want to do is cry.):
What I can't stand is how I spent all of Saturday hugging and giving tissues to my Best Friend becuz she was sooo mad at this one girl..And now they're like acting like friends.I decided I'm no longer helping people when they need me.o:& I wanted to get out of California, but after my Dad said he got a condo with an extra bedroom, a pool, and it's right next to the mall for ME I decided I couldn't just leave.D=
Anyways I got my nails done.&3 Pink~Girly~Acrilics~;3
They make me smile x3 But they are getting annoying.I can like barely type and I keep making friggin typos and I hate typos.D&
I'm really tired so I neeeed to go finish my hwk and go to bed.c=
See ya
What I can't stand is how I spent all of Saturday hugging and giving tissues to my Best Friend becuz she was sooo mad at this one girl..And now they're like acting like friends.I decided I'm no longer helping people when they need me.o:& I wanted to get out of California, but after my Dad said he got a condo with an extra bedroom, a pool, and it's right next to the mall for ME I decided I couldn't just leave.D=
Anyways I got my nails done.&3 Pink~Girly~Acrilics~;3
They make me smile x3 But they are getting annoying.I can like barely type and I keep making friggin typos and I hate typos.D&
I'm really tired so I neeeed to go finish my hwk and go to bed.c=
See ya
[[March 9, 1o]]
Today was a bit better.(:
I do think my math teacher is out to get me tho becuz she keeeps acting rude and making me sit alone.): But soo far it is helping me excel. I'm verryy tired and I have to correct some papers from last week which sux but then I can go to bed.Yayy!&3 Our dance is like super uber oh mi gawd close but luckily I'm getting a tutu tomorrow.Mwhhaha.&& I am just waiting for it to be Fridayy. No more getting up early and doing homework.:3 Guess what?!I finished my book.x3 Which is a really goood thing becuz now I get to start the next one.They keep getting better and better.D;
Anyways Baii!!
I do think my math teacher is out to get me tho becuz she keeeps acting rude and making me sit alone.): But soo far it is helping me excel. I'm verryy tired and I have to correct some papers from last week which sux but then I can go to bed.Yayy!&3 Our dance is like super uber oh mi gawd close but luckily I'm getting a tutu tomorrow.Mwhhaha.&& I am just waiting for it to be Fridayy. No more getting up early and doing homework.:3 Guess what?!I finished my book.x3 Which is a really goood thing becuz now I get to start the next one.They keep getting better and better.D;
Anyways Baii!!
[[March 10, 1o]]
So today me and one of my Best Friend got in a fight. She said I say stuff about one of our other Friends which I dont. So i got mad at her. I don't like it when people acuse me of things I didn't or don't do. Of course I said some stuff about our Friend on Saturday when my Best Friend hated her too and when she called her a b***h and a lesbian so we are even. But then today at lunch our Friend was sort of staring at my Best Friend for like half a second and so I said she is looking at you and she flipped out and said I always talk bad about her and I totally dont.o-o If I had my choice me and her would be Best Friends. But sometimes you dont get what you want. Anyways. My Best Friend totally ignored me like all day, but I didn't care the least bit because I know that if we are ment to be friends then she will come back and if she doesn't then it was obviously not ment to be.(:
Anywho I have to make this Geologic art thing so that will take a couple of minutes.Eh.OMG Guess whaaat!!? Today was GrEAT my teacher isn't out to get me she was surprisingly realllyy nice and ha maybe I just had a bad day or something..x3 Idk.But i was on top of everything todayy and these two guys were flirting with me.D;
Baiiiiiiiiiiii (:
Anywho I have to make this Geologic art thing so that will take a couple of minutes.Eh.OMG Guess whaaat!!? Today was GrEAT my teacher isn't out to get me she was surprisingly realllyy nice and ha maybe I just had a bad day or something..x3 Idk.But i was on top of everything todayy and these two guys were flirting with me.D;
Baiiiiiiiiiiii (:
[[March 13, 1o]]
Idk what's going on right now, but I just feel like soo sad.):My Dad moved out today but I dont think it's that.I just wish I was at home in my bed with my wet pillow as usual.o: But I'm at the beach.Usually I'd be like happy since I'm at the beach But I'm not.And it sux.Part of me just wants to be alone in my bed somewhere I've never been before.o-o Which is creepy but I want it soo bad.x3 Everyone has logged off of everything and I'm extremely bored.D; Anyways.
Baii.
Baii.
[[March 15,1o]]
Guesss whattttt!?I didn't go to school today.c= I woke up late and then my Mom was like eh okay you can stay home.(: So yeahh.My siisters both went out, one work, one school.And so it's just me, Grandma, and my Mommy.But my Mom wants my Grandma to leave and move into my Aunts house.I will miss her making me bacon and that's about it.x3 I don't like her very much.She's a strict b***h.D; Anywayzz, I have to cuz my Mom needs to use the laptop.o< Ohh yeah, I broke my Computer so x3.But it's okay cuz I hated it.I'm going to go tan.Baii.c=
[[March 23, 1o]]
I like don't want to do Homework.):
I should be happy cuz we have like no homework but we have a project and it's due Friday so I have time, but I always start things early so I'm mad at myself for not doing it.I finished my book.Yay!(; But it sux becuz now it's over.): But I can start reading #7 in Cirque Du Freak now.My Dad wants me to go see his new apartment which is like a NOO for me, but I kinda have to so w/e. I can't wait for Spring Break!!<3 But like all of Friends will be out of town and I'll be in Oceanside avoiding everyone so eh. It'll go by like that and then I'll be back to school.I took off like half of my acrylics.): But it's okay cuz like I can type now!All I ate today was apple sauce and a pack of crackers lol. I tried make food earlier, but it turned out bad so I gave up. Anyways gtg.
Baii Baii.
I should be happy cuz we have like no homework but we have a project and it's due Friday so I have time, but I always start things early so I'm mad at myself for not doing it.I finished my book.Yay!(; But it sux becuz now it's over.): But I can start reading #7 in Cirque Du Freak now.My Dad wants me to go see his new apartment which is like a NOO for me, but I kinda have to so w/e. I can't wait for Spring Break!!<3 But like all of Friends will be out of town and I'll be in Oceanside avoiding everyone so eh. It'll go by like that and then I'll be back to school.I took off like half of my acrylics.): But it's okay cuz like I can type now!All I ate today was apple sauce and a pack of crackers lol. I tried make food earlier, but it turned out bad so I gave up. Anyways gtg.
Baii Baii.
[[April 02, 1o]]
Eh.I always go on Gaia thinking it will 'cure' my boredom. But it never does.): Dude, none of my Friends even go on the Internet anymore. Doesn't that suck?Lol.And all of my Friends are in different states for Spring Break so we all have different time differences.My Spring Break isn't exactly what I thought it would be.D: My Mom's acting like a fckkn b***h it has been 6 months since my Dad informed her and moved out and she still stays up in her room crying and starving herself.o< And she gets like really bitchy like she slapped me and yelled at me the other day for the stupidest reason.Luckily, I'm at the beachhhh.<3 Anyways w/e I'm going to watch T.v. and be bored.(:
Baii
Baii
[[April 9,1o]]
Oh my god.Noe is actually 'staying' in Michigan.Now when I go to the mall I wont be able to go into Starbucks, Hollister, or Macys because I'll remember me and Noe.</3 I've only known Noe for 5 months and yet she is like the closest friend I have.Besides Sam, but Sam isnt the same.She doesnt go crazy in the mall and chug starbucks and all the things Noe does.I dont even know what Im going to do on Monday..It will be so weird knowing my Best Frannn will prolly never walk into the classroom again.This sucks.Lol.But I know that I dont want this stupid Gaia taking over my life.o:< I want to like stop Gaia and never go on again, but like all the good memories I had on Gaia make me want to keep going on.Lol.But w/e because I have Facebook now.Anyways I have even more things in life that are going completely wrong too.But eh.I should just go to bed.Guess what!?I have to go backkk to school already.</3 Break is over which means school again.I want to leave California so bad.): My school is fullll of rich bitches and shet and I just want to be in a small town in the middle of like idk Wyoming, Minnesota, Michigan, Montana idc somewhere where there isnt a lot of people I guess.o-o I 'wanted' to move to the city and stuff, but it sounds like just a fantasy now.So w/e.
Goodbye..
Goodbye..
[[May 30, 2o1o]]
Ending Journal..(:
