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Take the quiz: What is your inner Demon?

Shadow of Hell
ever get the feeling you're being watched? the hairs prickling on the back of your neck? well this is the reason. the shadow of hell makes a person feel dire uncomfort, unseen and extremely sneaky. you need more friends if you got this result...



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Take the quiz: Do you smile because you are happy or because you don't want people to know that you are hurting?

You hide behind a smile!!
You put on a mask because you are so broken and you don't know what people will think. You like to be someone differen't around other people because it gives you a chance to escape you pain. When you get the chance to be alone you burst into the same broken cries that you are always dealing with. You want to be okay more then anything!! Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find, she's falling behind, she can't find her place, she's looseinf her faith, she's all over the place. That is how you feel alot of the time.



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Take The Quiz Yourself! I would also like to keep this here as well so i do not forget.



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Well I've decided to try to make my journal a bit smaller by putting all my old entries together in sections. I've finally come to my scinces and thought of how to do this my quizes will move to one entrie and be all together. JMy tekteks will be in all one post. And so on so forth pretty much the same for everything else as well.

This could take me days weeks and maybe longer....
I'll be working on it slowly but surely.

So yeah everything will be much easyer to find and stuff. At some point in the future.

A poem I wrote at the time I told you up there ^

We don't want to let go, as the minutes become hours.
The sun will rise soon, the darkness is disapearing.
Truth now known,will be hidden well.
No longer so alone, we'll miss it so.
A smile, a pretty jesture, Obscene faces behind their backs.
We take our time, if truth be told, quickly seems so long ago.

Make me empty.
Make me fine.
Make me feel your love is mine.

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Even though it's truely not.
Even thought we're truely dead.
Along with all the ugly little things inside my head.

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You're crimson blood stains my ivory skin.
I love the taste.
I love your love.

So now a walk into the, pitch, dark.
Eyes wide opened, arms spread apart.

My computer hasn't been working right for a long time now. Feel free to comment and stuff anywho though. I love hearing from people, so yeah that's whats up with me that I'll leave here.

You guys really need to start leaving comments or something. neutral Please stare

Today was kewl.
1st period I sat and did nothing. It's art class thats not like me. I love art, I think I am loosing my love for it now.

2end period I sat in the back and said nothing like always, the guy behind me just, the same as he was the last time I was there. PODs, Homework checks, then homework assignment. ((pre-alg))

3erd period was better, way better. Dunlap colored my shoes and put stickies on his nipples. He is so awsome. He wantsa my pants. Chrissy sat behind me and laughed. Megan said stupid things and I was quiet for the most part.((US History))

A3 lunch sat with Kyndra. Was quite and ignored. Tward the end I went and sat with Amanda Shannon and David. Quiet as always is with them, when I am around, because I give people that weird feeling and they always shut up or don't see me.

4th period I sat where I am suppost to with dumb, dumber, and dumb a**. I hate them. I say nothing in that class as well. ((Language))

5th period I went to class got dressed, did strectches with the softmores like always. Danyel and Sam don't really notice me, but they want me to stick with them.((arobics))

6th period I typed until my arms, hands, and uper back were numb or hurting, which doesn't take long.((keyboarding))

7th I sat in chior as always doing what ever I want. I am quiet there too.

I am always "quiet" and always "odd, strange, weird" or "******** syco". Those are the words of my friends and fellow students.