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well...
Mother is talk RIGHT behind me.
not just any talk OFFENCES to me while talking to her friends and yes i am getting her back.
like...
im on the pc right now and bragging how HER OTHER FRIEND'S CHILDS are sooooo smart and im just on the computer playing games , im a high level student and her FRIENDS CHILDS are like in high school/college and im just a good for nothing child wtf do u want me to do ?!?!?!
she's always negative about me , like how i wont make this test or this grade.FTW
like...also , my looks
SO?!?!
i have my SOOT BLACK HAIR in a ******** pony tail!!!! its midnight WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO BRUSH MY HAIR ,BLOW DRY IT!?!?!?! talk about YOUR hair.ITS ******** CURLY i mean those old granny kind of curly, oh i dont care if im insulting my MOTHER she insults me too in front of her friends and they hate me and i hate them too. I TRY TO BE POLITE but in a smart talk mode
and i ALOS hate my aunts they insult me EVEN MORE and my 2nd aunt's daughters ARE SO TALENTED well, her 2nd dausgther was my bestest frind in the whole world beofre i moved to US , and how she looks like a model , FTW?!?! , she plays sports!!, she lerans musical instrument I DO TOO ,I WANT to play sports I WANT TO , SHE THINKS I DONT! , SHES THE FRICKIN ONE WHO DIDNT SIGN ME UP FOR IT! AND THINKS I HATE IT , SHE THINKS GOING TO THE ******** OUTLET AND MALL IS EXERCISING!!!! trust me i HATE malls , she picks out clothe i wear them , well sometimes i do go to the mall with my own free will , she wants me to wear short skirts and slutty STUFF BLAh i hate those kind of clothe , i'm SO SORRY FOR BEING A TOM BOY , she says she doesnt like my attitude towards her like , im snappy at her THATS BECAUSE I ******** KNOW YOUR TALKING BEHIND MY ******** HELLA BACK
also like i am a tomboy , i wear alot of dark colors ,im not interestest in relationships (wtf?) , im not smart ,

im the one who lerned english in just about half a year , i lived in the us for 6 years , what has she doind since then? , i have to call the ohone serivce phone srvice her license insurance , cause im the one who speaks english , IM the one who frickin wakes up at 9:00 am to work at the cash register of my family's retraunt , and come home at 2:00-3:00 am during the summer vacation since im the only one who can speak proper english WHAT WERE YOU DOING DURING THOSE 6 YEARS?!?, and when i was moving back to Maryland (where i am now) from GA there was an really important friend , since it was my last day with her , her mother (her moms looks so pretty) she invited me to STIX a sushi restraunt , but i couldnt i had to cancel the cable from out TV , when she gets back from her friend's house , AND I cant go to my friend's dinner invite?!? , i felt so sad , but i didnt cry though.
i miss her so much....i worked my ******** spine off at the family restraunt and so did my dad , and i almost broke my tail bone , and still had to work , god I COULD FEEL IT MOVING like the sound of it for first 2 weeks , oh and her knee was sore SO WHAT?!?! HE KNEES WERE SORE SORE SORE MY TAIL ALMOST BROKE!
god...im so angry...
i feel so sorry for dad . he works really hard...
and no im not trying to myself the most miserable person on earth.
oh , its note edited either sorry guys who even read my journals...