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so like yeah, i've gotta get things all set up before i leave and i really don't feel like it. my mind is circling and i'm pacing around the house screaming 'I hate ppl' well don't get me wrong, like 90% of the contestants are like totally sweet, but like right now...omg right now...
kenji's calling me at like 10pm at night, and its not that its that late, but he talks till like forever. we talk maybe 15 minutes about masq and then the other 6 hours its about his love life and how he likes to destroy things. everything is truely good cop bad cop and he loves being bad cop. sure that makes things easier for me, i have someone to point to when things go crazy and he'll like totally back me up. but sometimes maybe i would like to stand up and give the a** whoopin 'NO'. Sure I'm afraid that those contestants wont like me anymore, but maybe I just have to take that leap. whatever doesnt kill me makes me stronger right? .... lets just hope that it doesn't kill me.
anyway, I have to go pick up a tablet tomorrow afternoon, so I have to be down there by tomorrow. and my beautification appt is on thursday morning. waxing and nails, no pedi since i'm wearing either boots or close toed heels this weekend. omg its this weekend... what the hell... this is insane...
I can't believe that he used to do this by himself! this is so much work! course i guess he only had work to deal with, i've got school and i used to have 2 jobs. had to quit so i could make time for AX stuff. i only started the avie art shop so i could relax and have a reason to relax. There's so much work to do that if i don't unwind with something (that i feel like I have to do) i wont relax.
All my costumes for AX are old this year. How sad. Next year Laura will help me and (hopefully) we can start earlier. I was bugging Kenji on starting it back in Feb, but he said to wait. Now that I kno that he totally is enamored by Laura I can stick it by her and she can change his mind. Me manipulative? ...yes.
I think I might just refresh myself with a nice shower and hopefully the waterheater decides to work. xp
 paraparaprincess · Tue Jun 27, 2006 @ 03:05am · 1 Comments |
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oki so yeah got off hte phone with kenji and then went and talked to wayne. its like 3:3o in the morning and I wonder why I dont have this crap done already. ppl stop calling me! i kno everyone just wants to see how i'm doing with this whole thing but i'll be fine. nevermind that i think i'm getting hives from the stress. oh well, thats nothing that a nice oatmeal bath cant fix.
i forget what i was complaining about but yea. phone went all crazy and i bet i went over my thousand minutes with just today xp i dont kno if i should be worried for the con or what? i mean i'm gonna see this tiff chick, and what am i gonna do? i mean i kno my friends are gonna back me up and if she does anything to harm me in anyway its an insta ban, but... hmm maybe i should hope that she does something... or maybe not. what if she's gonna shoot me.... dude that would soooo suck a**.
man i'm glad no one reads this thing. 4laugh
paraparaprincess · Thu Jun 22, 2006 @ 11:37am · 0 Comments |
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... i love being in charge... |
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so like i went over to owen's, not to bad right? Just worked on the entry database while waiting for him to come home, worked on the database while he made me dinner and when he went to bed, I got back up and worked on the database some more. I have no life... I might as well not gone over to his place and should have stayed home if I were just going to work on it all day. AND I'M STILL NOT DONE gonk
Why is it taking so long? Maybe cuz I'm trying to follow up on people's requests. Maybe cuz in the middle of the night I get a call from kenji... There's a thread on Cosplay.com with a copy of , what is reported to me as 'all my email contact with Miss Tiffany Thomas. Great... So anyways I try to ignore it and just see how the Audio Meeting is going. One Cd is shattered and another is a faulty burn that's always nice to deal with.
In and out of conversation he tells me that Jarod is like copying and pasting all the private Emails that Miss Thomas and I have sent to each other dealing with her entry. Then Oscar locks it, I love him! My savior. But then later Chris unlocks it and adds her two cents. She stands up for me which is great, so she has my love too. Oh and don't let me forget to say that she locked it again.
I don't really think that much about it. I just wanted to get half of these entries done and out of my hair. I go to bed and I think thats that. WRONG! scream
eek I convince Owen to call in sick cuz he's getting stress headaches from work and now he's getting stomach aches. I just hope they're not ulcers. Anyway his sisters and mother are over to do a deep clean of the kitchen so we wake up to fumes and silly laughing. Not bad so far. We decide to go out for lunch and pick up some oven thingies and such. I leave my phone at home.... Maybe that was a good idea.
When I finally leave his place my phones just about blown up with missed calls in a mere hour and a half period of time.
crap kenji's calling....
paraparaprincess · Thu Jun 22, 2006 @ 08:38am · 0 Comments |
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yay! now onto happy stuff! |
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horace just got into towns and picked up over 600 peices of trash and joined rubbish raiders. i jsut hope he'll get me a red crown~ but in the meantime i have a cute new sasha outfit with the sun flower i picked the other day.
other random note... omg i so did not know that my hula outfit was so expensivo xp i remember when we wanted to give away coconut bras. i guess i shoulda kept all my extra. grass skirts are always sexy tho, so that's mine forever. and whats with no rare events? confused i wonder if they disabled them? or maybe i have to wait a few more weeks, since i just came back a few days ago.
yeah, i must just be impatient.
oh and i figured out how i wanted to schema my journal~ i call it summer watermelon~ i think it goes well with my sasha outfit dont you? whee heart whee
nighty night! heart heart
paraparaprincess · Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 12:33pm · 0 Comments |
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alright so i kno no one reads this but me... so lets just lay it all out on the table. i joined this AX guild thing and i just want to meet nice ppl to talk with and meet up with. not that i don't already have enough friends to converse with, but i'm not sure if they're just keeping ties just cuz i run the damn thing. i mean i'm sure theyre not, they call me regularly and half of them forget that i'm even working masq, let alone running it. arg i hate not being able to cosplay with my friends. and i really hate not having time to make something really spectacular. but thats another subject for another post... if i even have time to do that.
so anyways these ppl don't know what exactly i do, these ppl only kno that i work cosplay events, i could be a peon, i could be the manager of the whole damn thing no one knos unless they read this thing. and remember, no one but me reads this damn thing. so like i msg someone who obviously doesnt bother to re-read his posts. i mean god damnit he spelled hotel wrong! hottel! and plus! pluse! wtf is that. and in x large font. soooo annoying. He's the guy who self proclaims to be hated by everyone. so i said omg spell check please. you make my glasses cry. and then the mod of the board is like ' well your bad grammar makes me cry.' and i'm like , in my head. b***h i was nice to you saying that i could put in a good word for you with laura, (not that i think she wants it, but whatever.) s**t i out rank laura by a long shot. she only runs masq ball.... i run the damned masquer- ********.
so the question is this, why do i feel so entitled? should i feel entitled? should everyone bow down to me because i run the Masq for the largest north american anime con.... the reason why this guild is even in existence?! one things for sure, i'm miffed. it will all blow over in a few, not a big deal. i just wanted to vent. i know i shouldn't apologize for my feelings but there is some slack to be given for people who don't know what i do. and hell i'm not the chairman, i'm not even the head of live programming, i just run a popular event and i'm just trying to do it well. god i hope i do well. please god let me do well sweatdrop
paraparaprincess · Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 06:58am · 0 Comments |
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omg finally half way done.... |
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so i was up till like frigging 4:50 in the stinking morning sending out everyones confirmation email replies. Ive got 8 slots open for stanbys and i have to pick which of the 35 standbies get to have a spot. gonk
i guess i'll go by time stamp and stuff. thats fair right? yeah thats fair.
slept till like 1 today, feeling totally guilty that i couldnt get up earlier, but hell i stayed up till like 5 am, so i guess its ok. those damned birds kept me up... i wish i coulda sent my cat out to eat them all. meh, fel could never jump that high, she's to lazy and fat whee
rarg have work at 5:30 and i still have to add all groups to the Access database for Masq. I wonder if i can quit now? XB
too tired for words...
paraparaprincess · Tue Jun 06, 2006 @ 10:47pm · 0 Comments |
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so i have tons of crap to do for AX masq and i dont want to do it. i've rediscovered gaia and my nightmare scarf is worth over 600,000. i wonder how many panda backpaks i can buy for that price. XD
i gots me a house, but there's just a sad little cardboard box with a basket of fruit on it. i've spent all my money at the casino >.< maybe i really am chinese. xp
paraparaprincess · Mon Jun 05, 2006 @ 05:58am · 1 Comments |
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ok time to rant, but i have to go to work, so you'll have to wait again for another post from the ever lovely Tashigi-swaan. talk2hand
paraparaprincess · Sun Mar 13, 2005 @ 04:18pm · 0 Comments |
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