*sigh*
Lately, things have been going very wrong and worst. There is something that I have to do and the only problem is, I don't know when that event will happen and what it is in detail that event is. All I can do is prepare for it with the help of my friends and the royal title that was given to me by my birth. However, I don't want to involve my friends to much since I'm afraid that it might cause them trouble, but I do need help with this, so what I though was that they could help me and I'll do all the dangerous work, therefore they won't be hurt or involved much. But still, no matter how much I think about it, I'm afraid of their safety, so perhaps it is best that I don't involved them. That's what I'm thinking now, but even with my royal title, the state of phyiscal and mind that I am in, I won't be able to do much at all....that's really bothering me now.....I can't even focus much on Gaia now let alone school....Oh no, school...*sigh* what troublesome mess I'm getting myself into, but oh well, it's part of my duty and I'll preform to the best of my abilities (which isn't saying much since I don't even know what I can do on my own...with control of myself...)
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