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Well, here I am. Not exactly sure what to say other than I've had an interesting past few years and probably more to come. I suppose I should tell some about myself for those who are not sure what to expect when they try and make a friend.

I am a person that many people stay generally away from but then soon come to find out that they actually miss me when I'm not around. I try and stay on everyone's good side and would rather not fight if it came to be. I'm confused pretty easily but it's not like many people aren't either.

One thing I'm confused about is one of my really good friends. I tried to stay around but due to my parents, I was pulled away from the computer for a long period of time. I tried to send mail, but I guess it didn't go through. Eventually, it came to the point that when I did finally get to talk to him, he was mad at me and hasn't talked to me since. I'm very sad about that. I didn't miss telling him Happy Birthday though. I wish he would talk to me again though.

Back to what I was saying though, I try to make people happy, because seeing them sad just makes me sad in turn. I do find that I have a bad habit of saying that I'm sorry though. I've been told that whenever something goes wrong, it's my fault. Even if it isn't. So, I'm a very appologetic person. I'm inquisitive and have a vivid imagination as well.

My imagination has brought me into writing and drawing, therefore putting my work on Side7.com and Fanfiction.net. I love playing video games, although I am deathly afraid of non turn based ones. I'm trying to get over that... it's the whole, "You are dead. GAME OVER" thing. I am always confused with the fact that many people get mad if you like Zelda AND Final Fantasy games. Well, I like both... and I'm not blowing up at anyone. I like reading books as well.

I guess that my fears are: People yelling at me, heights, moths, thunder storms (lightning), deep water, moths, and talking to people I don't know. I have a tendency of getting lost a lot... but that's because I'm directionally impared (even WITH a map). I also suck at cooking. Last time... well... you really don't need to know much about last time. I'll just tell you that you shouldn't cook food on CLEAN mode on your oven. It doesn't work well. I have a short term memory loss problem. I don't know if that's even a problem, but I forget most stuff within 5 minutes of hearing it.

I like Japanese anime and manga. Right now, I'm working on my manga and plushie collection. My favorites are (as of right now):
1) Fruits Basket
2) Full Metal Alchemist
3) Naruto
4) Detective Conan
5) Kenshin

And so on and so forth.

Right now my favorite games are:
1) Golden Sun
2) .Hack/Infection
3) Legend of Zelda: Minish Cap
4) Final Fantasy 2
5) Pokemon: Leaf Green

And so on and so forth once more.

I'm pretty layed back though... think Yoh from Shaman King. I found that out before reading the book. If you want to know of my personality, generally it's like, *thinks* If you put together Millie (from Trigun), The main character from Chrono Crusade, a little of Excel (Excel Saga), and... Well... I can't remember anymore. I actually had a few lined up for when people had asked me... but, I can't remember for the life of me. Silly me.

I'm going to Connecticon this year... and I'm going to cosplay as Tohru from Fruits Basket... just because I can't get together a costume of Haku from Naruto. I look like Millie too... it's quite sad. sweatdrop

I belong to a Guild named Ashcroft Assylum. It's really cool and stuff... and my character is kinda like me... but with fox ears... and stuff like that. O.o;; Yeah...

But yeah. I think that's all I really have to say about myself for now. If you actually get to know me, you may find out things I can't tell you here. Like how I talk. Not how my accent or anything is, but how I intonate my words and so forth.

Well, there you go for now. I hope I covered most of everything. I'll update sooner or later. I'm going to try and PM that friend of mine. *nods*

-Sondilyn (aka Moshy)