Some people try to tell me that s**t just happens, that life unfolds in some random order that puts some people on top and buries others in it's wake. Others say that it has its ups and downs like its a teater-totter that is not controlled at all. If I didn't know better than I'd be inclined to agree. But looking back on everything I've been through so far, I just can't see it that way. My life is constantly changing, for better or for worse, and my experiences are always things that in the end make me a better person. It hurts to live, I'll admit that much, life really has times when it rips your heart out and runs it over with a semi. But there are other times when you feel like you could just push off the ground and fly, like the entire world has stopped spinning and you could live in that moment forever. That can't just be something that happens by chance, there is a higher power forcing all the pieces into place. So, for better or for worse its comforting to know that life isn't like a dice roll and that there is something up there looking out for you. I'm just great full that it has granted me what it has. And yes, I hurt, I'm sad and I get depressed probably more than I should. But that doesn't stop me from recognizing that the people in my life don't mean the world to me, they are my world.
 Elavine · Mon Apr 09, 2007 @ 03:14am · 2 Comments |
