As of 4:00Am Wednesday March 28th I have been single. Yep just like I figured would eventually happen like it always does. I am moving again.... man I have moved 7 times in the past 2 years so now this will be my 8th. So many things to say about this turn of events but why bother? Noone comments on my journals anymore anyways.
So another year and 6 days wasted. I was starting to think this relationship would have lasted as long or longer then my last one but nope. If we made it to September it would have made it a year and a half which would have been the same amount of time as my last relationship lasted(which only ended because stupid people interfeared)
I wont have my own room anymore or a room as I am going to a place where I will be having to sleep in the living room...at least I have my own bed. Assuming everything goes like I was told then I will be gone at some point tomorrow.
I just had the last shower here I will have now... last night(well today actually) seeing my now ex on his computer at this time(5:14Am) I found it really odd/hurtfull that he didn't even hold onto me while we watched ghost rider together today, I mean ya it's over but god show you have some feeling in you. I am at a loss for words really. I don't even remember how our last kiss was, I wish I knew what it was like again like when we were actually getting along more. Lots of lasts but no firsts, and again I am back at square one. No second chances here apparently. It's probably for the best, but still it would have been nice to think I actually meant something to someone for once.
BLAH.... FEELING...... I DUNNO.
The only good things right now are that I have a place for now when I move out again to rest my head without being in a shelter or worse, my cousin is coming back finally from India, I am still going to anime north, I will be seeing my parents in May and that my friend Cherise will be coming back from Alberta at the end of July.
 SexyVixen · Thu Mar 29, 2007 @ 10:21am · 0 Comments |
