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Well I'm on a much needed spring break. We havn't travled anywhere, but I've been having fun. School is a wreck. My grades have floped and missing assingments are taking over my life. I feel like my world has begun turning in the opposite diretion. The problem is I'm a better student than this! D's and C's are not what my average should be. I can't just drop everything go, but sometimes I wish I could. I feel like I'm alone on this one. Even though people have tried to help, it really hasn't done anything for me. *sighs* I want to talk about this problem, but I feel when I do everybody, including my parents, shuts me out and pretends to pay attention. I have to say things four and five times. My voice is not making it through the on coming hurricane of emotion and challanges. I know everyone thinks I can solve anything. I know everyone thinks I'm the sensible one, but right now....... non of that could be less true. If I can't even solve my own problems, how can anyone expect me to solve theres? So, the next time you want to ask what's wrong with me... just refer back to this journal entry. If you ever wonder why I'm grupy, mean, or down you can assume it's because I'm truly battiling with myself.....