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this morning i found out chris died. it was the first time in a long time i have cryed. i dont like crying.......i miss chris so much. i just talk to him yesterday he didnt seem all to well either his breathing was deep and heavy. i dont want to think about it. mom says it's good to talk about how i feel about. but if i do i'll start to cry. crying crying i wish i didnt go see chris yesterday all i can do is remeber wat he said to me like a movie i've seen over an over