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so, i'm really mad right now. if you don't want me to ramble on and on about my possible future, u shouldn't read further rolleyes .

i think i left my health project papers in my locker, cuz they're not in my folder. i already went to homework central on mams website, and the damn teachers didn't post the papers there. damn. i guess i should work on my spanish junk. i don't want to get a b. even if it has a +. becuz high school's supposed to be murder, 'specially freshman year.

i don't get that. all the teachers are talking to us about it. my neighbors too. freshman year is supposed to be horrible, and then the years afterward aren't so bad. the teachers are suposed to give us tons of homework and everything. are they trying to intimidate us? beat us down to a pulp and then reform us into the robots society expects us to be?

i'll tell you guys something. i'll never be one of those. i'm not going to be a pitiful sheep that's hearded around everywhere. i will be the werewolf. that eats the sheep. twisted

eek

but seriously. i will be independent. i'm nto going to just go along with everything. i want to question junk, and it gets me so mad if i ask a teacher a question about something, like a principle, and they just say, 'it's works because it just does.' can't you think of anything else to say? don't just accept something. question it. then prove it to me. talk2hand

so yes. i've been thinking of it more this year, but i think i want to be an author, or something invigorating like that. of course there will be problems. like what i'll do before that, and if it doesn't work out. plus there's no fixed income. and the fact that the job tests don't even count it as a job! stressed

so yeah. i should probably do my homework......... plus i'm totally sore from yesterday........ it's too bad they didn't even give us a practice together before our first game............... domokun

ehhhhhhhhhh............................................