Everytime I read the title to this it reminds me of "Crazy train" by Ozzy. LOL is that silly? Yes it is "CLIMB ABOARD HA HA HA HA!"
Just to prove how old I really am. >___<
This year I turn 25. It's scarey. This year I also start off with a new life. Everything's changed so drastically.
New home, new country, new friends ( as well as the really good old ones )
A buddy of mine wants to meet me. I'm iffy about this. Lots of people want to meet me for some odd reason. Makes me paranoid, really.
One might have some weapons ready to get me. Is it normal to be this paranoid? Now I'm like that Garbage song. I think I'm paranoid and complicated.
Which is all very true.
5 months ago that friend kissed me. I wasn't sure how to take it and I probably took it the wrong way by just standing there in shock. One minute you're laughing about the game, next minute your best friend leans over and plants a nice wet one on your lips.
I didn't know what to say. For the most part I thought he was straight. That was the impression I first got. Then I think, 'would he turn gay for me?'
Nah. I'm actually this over weight fatty. Why would anyone do such a thing? You are what you are.
Couple days ago I was pretty upset everyone canceled out on me for the Lunar New Years parade. He said that if he was here, he'd go with me.
I know he dislikes asian culture. He loves anime and video games but would never hang out in a crowd of them. Not to mention he doesn't like crowds.
I find myself being a very confused person. Because I don't understand myself I bring myself up in conversations.
This is rude, inconciderate and selfish. I apologize for my rude behavior. Trying to change, I tried to change from saying nothing. As my true trait is. Say nothing because there's nothing to say.
I'm a bad conversation starter. Unless it's something completely random or I want to get to know the other person.
Let's keep this in mind. I would never dig too deep. I know everyone's personal boundaries. Kinds of things that should be kept private is home, name, and any other personal information.
Sorry to break it but age is no longer personal when you get to my age, everything is understandable. We need to know if things are legal or not. XD Surely I don't want to be arrested by the cops and dragged to the station because I lead a little boy on.
At the age of 25... *shakes head* Before I hand in another chapter to be published. Yikes.... just yikes.
Well that's my ramble for today folks. Take care and G'nite.
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