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I HAVE CREATED MY JOURNAL!
Well, I decided to try this out because I have nothing to do at the moment. I guess I'll just write about some random stuff. I won a snikers during philosophy class today blaugh but I don't like snikers so I left it at home for someone to eat. Also, tomorrow is ring dance and I'm a bit nervous. I don't like wearing a dress and high heel shoes. I feel like I'm going to just trip in front of everyone. But oh well, I guess it's going to be sort of fun. I'm also almost finished with this book called Intruders. It's just so weird. It talks about this one woman's abduction experiences and how she went from vaguely remembering an incident with a luminous light in her backyard to remembering abduction experiences. In the last chapter I read, she met a little girl, whom she described to be almost angel like. It was apparently the child that was stolen from her. I thought it was really sad though. I really hope those darned aliens show themselves to everyone already. I'm tired of having people stare at me all weird, asking me how I can believe in something as 'ridiculous' as aliens. During german class, this girl almost attacked me because I jokingly drew an alien dressed up as a French guy on a poster that we're making. I don't think she takes me serious. Also, everyone knows that I can draw really well. But lately they've been acting as if I can only drew anime and only certain types of anime. I sort of feel like no one ever appreciates me for who I really am. I dunno... When I'm near that girl from school, she acts as if I'm a child and she's a grow up artist who knows how to do everything much better than me. I mean, I try to cooperate with her but she just blows off anything I saw as being nonesense. Sometimes I feel like spilling a bucket of paint on her head (if I ever had any of that handy). Only a couple of people actually take me serious when it comes to art. I mean, just because I don't take all of those art classes (yes, I taught myself how to draw and although it sounds kind of selfish, I can draw a lot better than that stupid christianity obsessed girl) doesn't mean I'm worse at drawing random things than everyone else. I mean, I saw able to do realism by looking at a picture (without tracing or anything) from the first time I tried. I didn't even have to be taught how to do it. I mean, drawing is just so much fun for me. And here comes this random ignorant, self-centered, and closed-minded girl who has no imagination whatsoever and is stuck in her own little world where she is the great artists and gets praised by everyone. Uhh, I guess I had to get this anger out. I'll have to color HER art tomorrow because she is the one drawing everything on the poster. I just wish I didn't have to meet her ever again in my life. I just truely hate her, although she is nice to people. Once she even got offended because I was reading and she was talking to me although I told her I'm busy and I told her to just shut up. uhh.. I just feel like no one ever appreciates anything I draw or do that comes from my soul. I mean, I don't want people to just praise me for it all the time but just.. say something nice...
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