am i just jellous?
some times i kno i let thingd get to me
but i just have such a ******** hard time
understanding people i just wanna give up
sometimes but then i'll be missing out
i just want to live the fairly tail i have
always dreamed of but ...idk
not every thing is how you planed
i've been with trent for almost 7 mounths
and fore the most part its been the best
time of my life but im feeling like
no matter what he tryes to say to
make me feel better there is still a
part of me that just dosent kno
if he can handal me somethine and i hate
that feeling because he will never kno how much
i love him more then i could love anyone or anything
is this big world
somethimes i cry.....and i dont kno why
i just have so much on my mind im over welmed
by every thing like i said i guess not every one
cant have every thing
i really need to get this out even if no one reads this
just getting it out there makes me feel bettter
well trent means every thing to me and i cant stand
it when he just sleep in and i dont kno
if he is okay
but right when that phone rings im happy
...the real proublem is his "band"
i dont like him parting with friends his age
caz i dontwant him to leave me for them
caz there rad and fun or something stupid
im just jellous i cant help it
and its not that i dont trust him of any thing
caz i do i trust him with my life
i just worrie
.. okay im done crying i just hope we can be okay
this is prouble the most emoshinal blog i have caz this is my
real feelings and thoughts you just got into my head
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