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I'm tired of being good ole reliable... Where has that gotten me? I'm tired of being innocent... I to break out do something so unlike me... I want to be spontaneous, I want people to look at me differently. I refuse to be the 'your alwayz around friend' I'm tired of listening to people b***h about stuff for a month and then in one night getting over it. I hate that speech ' I appreciate you so much because your alwayz there...' Then I wait til I am actually appreciate. I hate that people only realize I there when they've lost everyone else. I hate that I appreciate because I the only one there and not because I'm a good friend... I need to do something else... I wanna go out and make out with a guy then never have anything come of it. I have no one at school to confide in.... I'm expected to apologize because my feeling were hurt by careless "friends"
Well ******** U!!!