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Thoughts:

I awake in a cold sweat
An event that repeats constantly
I dreamt of it again
Visions of loneliness and failure
The thought of loosing what I cherish
The most
Nearly makes me weep
And the worst part of all
Is knowing that these nightmares
Thoughts, and feelings
Will one day be reality
Because nothing good
Last forever.



Until Now:

In my opinion
There’s a difference
Between loving someone
And being in love with someone.
In my life
I have loved many times
But never have I been in-love
Until now.

I’m in-love with a girl
Who is smart, funny, sweet, and
Perfect in everyway imaginable by me
Nothing will ever stop me from
Loving her.
Not my friends or family
Enemies or strangers.
I am in love
And my heart will stay true
To these words:
I am in-love with you.


Empty Shivers:

This dark cold empty feeling
Just won’t leave
No matter what I try
Just won’t leave me

No blanket big enough
No hug tight enough
No food good enough
Nothing warm enough
To bring it out

I shiver, break down, and cry
Why oh why
Why oh why
Just won’t leave me

No love strong enough
No heater close enough
No light bright enough
Nothing warm enough
To bring it out.


I think of you:

When I see an angle
I think of you
When I see the sky
With it’s color of blue
I think of you.

When I see the sun
I think of how hot you are
When I see the grass
I think of how clam you are
When I see the stars,
The moon, the earth
And everything on and between
I think of you
Maybe cause
You’re all I think about.


Only Love:

You don’t know what I would do
To have you next to me today
I love you with all my heart
That’s what I want to say
But you already know
So it doesn’t matter anyway.

I really want you here
You have no idea
I would give up everything
Just to have you near.

You’re my precious angle
You’re everything I am
You’re everything to me
And everything I like to be.
You’re my god, my queen, my dove
And most important of all
You’re my one and only love.