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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I’m starting back on last Monday. Sunday night I had the most amazing make-out dream about the guy I like. (same guy its been for the last two years) And the next morning he looked so good, like I wanted to push him into a dark corner and take him good. The rest of the week was uneventful we had a half day Thursday and no school Friday. When I got home though my horse honey, had tried to jump the barbed wire fence. (tried mind) She was bleeding all over the place. I had to hold her as the vet stitched her up. Thankfully she will be ok. On Friday I went to Robert’s and spent the night. My mom was supposed to come pick me up the next night at around 7:45, but she shows up at 12pm saying that I need to come home right away. She wouldn’t tell me what was wrong right away but it turns out that my grandfather. (Who is in a home because my grandma couldn’t take care of him anymore) Was coughing up what’s called “Coffee grounds” which means that he’s bleeding internally. He ended up being fine in the end. Then later that night when I’m on MSN my short red headed friend tells me that her ex tried to commit suicide. They always say that bad things come in threes but these things don’t always do, sometimes they come in fours. Today a young man died. A important person in our community. An old friend and my first crush in school. Alex Hunter. He loved hockey and I cared about him, even though we barely spoke anymore. He was 18 years old and … he hung himself. All of this is too much right now. I can’t *tear*… *sob* … It’s so overwhelming.
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