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I don't need you anymore
I can go on with painful memories
I thought I did yesterday
But like you, I changed
I cried before but now things are different
Who needs you?
You were incredible but..
Who needs you?
Who needs to cry when they can laugh?
Who needs love when they have everlasting companionship
While love is a unknown game..
I've played and learned.
Thanks for being a pawn in the game.
I've learned alot from you.
But who needs you?

Watch me care
Even though you don't
Laugh at my love
While I reach out for you
Poisen your kiss
So I won't have to suffer this anymore..

Imagine a world with dreams
Reachable dreams
Imagine hope that you know will come
Imagine all the love in the world and ignore the hate
Listen to the words an evil heart tries to say "I'm sad"
Listen to the thousand words beating with each heart
Imagine and listen, that's how it starts..

Break me
Snap me in two
Hold me the way you once did and tell me I'm not special
Stroke my face and then slap it
I'm worthless to you
So, get it over with and take me life, officially
So I won't have to pretend that I can go on

Laugh with me
Smile with me
Let's share our smiles with the world
Let's make the happiness spread to the saddest part of the Earth
Let's make make happiness contagious
Smile with me friend
Because when you smiles
It spread to me

Fast forward my memories to now
Because I don't want to remember what happened yesterday
Rewind to when I was asleep while the sun was rising without me
Now pause..
Watch the look of sorrow and regret on my face
And rewind enough...You'll see why I make my tears invisible.

As you smile twistedly and pull that sword from my chest
I cry
I reach out for you
I wipe my tears with my own blood
With my last words I say why
And before you get the chance to say why
With my last bit of energy
I drive that sword through my heart and smile gently at you
And say "It's done"

As much as I love you
I can't say goodbye
I can't let you go
Without shedding a tear.
I can't sit by and watch you get angry and hurt
And if I can't help you
I'll be alone crying.
As much as I love you
And as much as you changed me..
How could I stand by if you're not happy?

I'm crying
No one knows why
No one knows you
No one knows why I'm crying
I feel isolated
Isolated in my own heart
Seperated in the same room
Broken and whole at once
I'm crying
These tears running down my cheeks
My eyes are turning red
And I just can't stop
I'm crying...
Unite the seperated room
And fill it with the one I love
And then maybe he'll wipe the tears I cried
And bring me happiness I haven't felt before..

Soemthing someone
You are missing
I can't find you
I didn't know you were gone
something someone
you are missing
And something I loved so dearly
Has slipped through the frail cracks in this taped together heart
Something that forged me together again
Slipped away
I'm falling apart
I miss you something someone
Won't you come home?