I dread Valentines day... I've always hated it.
I have nothing to look foward to, and it really sucks.
I mean... everyone else has their special people and what do I have?
...Squat...
My crushes are always on guys who hate people like me and the only kind of guys who have crushes on me are unbelievabley unbelievable... like the annoying little boys and the creepy older desprate guys.
It just all sucks...
I wish I liked annoying boys and creepy men because then it would all be so much easier.
But would I truely be happy?
I don't know... its all too confusing. And it just seems like it's not worth it.
Loren made things way easier for himself by saying that he didn't want a girlfriend because they are too expensive...
That's great... God bless Loren.
Haha, kind of like Liz, with the curlers.. and the rolling pin... and the little Lorens... oh god, or James with the curlers... and the rolling pin..... and the little Lorens...
Baaaaad mental pictures!!!
Yet again, God bless Loren.
So anyway... enough of that...
The sad truth is that I always get crushes on guys that I never have a chance with so Valentine's Day will never mean anything special to me.... Period.
Man, if only I were someone special... someone who others thought highly of, instead of looked down upon.
Blast the world...
If I hadn't giving up cursing for Lent, I'd let all of my feelings out... but bottled they will remain for another 38 days and nights....
Atleast Phil is coming up this weekend... that's something to look foward to. And driving.... ooh and that vocab test tomorrow... shoot, I'd better go study...
...alone....
I think I'll make a list of things to better myself first. Maybe if I did well socially, I'd do better academically.
Geez, I can't spell.
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I'll always be your Valentine...and as a plus...I'll even refrain from hitting on you. wink
and oh my...little Lorens...and Liz and James...muu-muus...hair rollers...rolling pins...
That is highlight material for sure!
I don't care that they yelled at us...I don't think I could hold in that laugh...sooooo frickin funny! xd