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Lol. HAHAHAHAHA! I'm SOOOOOO stupid! He doesn't love me! What was I thinking? I knew I was slow but dang! stressed How could I think that he even LIKED me? Whatever. I guess I am spazztastic! domokun Well...Hmm..I'm not mad at him but really me. I guess I wasn't good enough. Well it is up to me to forget it! xd I'm just going to stick to grades. 3nodding At least grades don't take you in and make you feel like a burdensome piece of gum on the back of a sneaker. 3nodding Why couldn't I just have said no those many months ago? Well, at least he doesn't hate me. Or at least I don't think so.. emo Oh gawd! I am not good at the dating thing I guess. 3nodding Lol, I'm such a loser..

From a song I keep listening to whenever I think of him..
"Am I that unimportant?"
"Am I so insignificant?"
"Isn't something missing, isn't someone missing me?"
The song is on my profile just put it on the address if you wanna hear it.

Some crap that I thought of when thinking of what's his face..
I refuse to cry anymore
You didn't care enough
And I will always somewhat care about you
Things will never be the same
So I can't let you back in
To slash open the wounds that have barely begun to heal