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My mother, after a good five years of telling her I was need to be on medicince has finally decided to take me to the doctor and possiably a phyciatrist.

I finally had enough courage to tell her that at least 4 times a day I go to the bathroom and cry for no reason, and that today I had no passes left so I was stuck sitting in the back of class to silently cry. Of course, my not telling her has much to do with the fact that every time I see her, my a** hole father is around and everyone knows I try to avoid him like the pleage, or else be harassed by him to hte point of physical violence. Gods, I hate that man: I swear one day there will be cienide slipped inot his P.A.P. machine, and I will stand over him and watch him suffer........ cool heart I would love that.....

Any who, I hope this really does help me (trust me I needs it) and I hope that all of you that care about me wish me luck and hope that I'm not. like, comitted or something like that. With the way my lucks been these past few days, it's highly likely. sweatdrop