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WRITTEN BY A GOOD FRIEND ~ORCON~
TO HIS GIRLFRIEND
As i sit here and wonder
i think about you
for you are what keeps me here
my life was meaningless
without reason
i look to you for guidance
because i need it more now than ever
you are every thing in my life
i'd do anything just to see you
and do even more to be with you
and never have to go
when i first met you
i knew there was some thing about you
i knew i wanted to have you
and you to have me
but always one thought
one small thought
echoed in my mind
one thought
that crushed my dreams
but you
you broke the thought
the thought no longer had a spell on me
you did the best thing i could ever ask of you
and loved me
over time
because of you
i've changed
i used to be all about me
now i'm all about you
but now
a new thought has a grip on me
a stronger thought
if ever it came true
i would never be the same
my life is full of hardship
and sorrow
and through it all
you have been my light
and hope
with out you
i'd never see the light of day
only darkness eternal
for my life would be meaningless with out you
with you my life has meaning
but i never want to find out
what life would mean with out you
every day i wonder
what this day will bring
and worry
every second
that the thought will be real
as the tears trickle down my face
as my nose runs
as my heart beats
as i take each breath
always know
that no matter what
no matter where
no matter how
its all for you
the tears are dry now
and i look to you
with my eyes emotionless and red
and wish to be held by the arms
looked at, through eyes with desire
but i look
most of all
to your heart
looking for a sign
that it beats with mine
i love you
the words i splutter
but they do not mean enough
but are all that have this though...
just always know
my heart will ever beat
for as long as i know
it beats with you
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