*sighs* Journal...I hate my step-sister. It isn't a sibling hate either. It is a murderous hate. I can not kill her though. SO what can I do? I write and draw...this is the poem I wrote after the fight we had last night. It isn't good...but it is something... Voices I hear voices fade in and out. I do not understand them. When I try to speak, The owners of the voices hurt me. People hate me, For my voice. I stay silent, Silent as night, Yet, night is not silent. So what is? Just me? The voices come in clearer. "Stupid girl" they say. "Retard" "b***h" I soon grow unfeeling, numbed. I take each insult, each hit, Unmoved. No tears fall from my eyes, For there are no tears, no sadness. Only hate. Bitter hate. A knife finds its way into my steady yet trembeling hand. Soon, Blood fills my vision. As I look upon their lifeless bodies, I think, Was I any better?
so? I don;t think it is all that good. Comment and tell me what you think people. I would love to know.
moon_neko_23 · Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 08:41pm · 1 Comments |