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	What I am according to people who hate me
	What I am according to people who hate me


I am out of fighting spirit. I can't...do it anymore. I am not going to be stupid and commit suicide...but I just....am beaten and broken. You may think it is for attention..that I play guys for the attention. That I'm a b*h....a user..a taker..never a giver..... Shannon back stabbing, bh, inconciderate, one sited, yorker, user, uncaring All those..and from someone I thought was my friend...HA! What a joke. Life is a joke. I am supposed to survive through this...but how? My faith is gone. How can I trust anyone with my heart now. Everyone seemed to just...tear it to pieces. Laughing....having fun with it. Not asking how I felt. Never getting my input. I guess I am the bad person..but what about everyone else? Who stabbed ME in the back. Who said they were my friend but started ignoring me. Who wouldn't even talk to me which I guess I was the problem....but wouldn't talk with ME to straighten things out. Where's the fairness in that? Am I getting what I deserve? I guess...I am........what happened here......... moon_neko_23* · Fri Jun 22, 2007 @ 04:38pm · 2 Comments


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Love is like life...if you miss out on love...you miss out on life

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Ile-89
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Fri Jun 22, 2007 @ 04:50pm

scream

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Ok, am I the only one who thinks this is f*****g bulls***!? Guess I am, too bad. It seems I too am one of those people who ignore ones friends, often unintentionally, but still... Sorry about that Katie, I'm often too busy to notice you.
But... I'm so angry with you people. Hating such a nice person for something you are part of as much as she has been. I'm not the person to know what has caused all this "I hate you" -stuff, but I know I'm not one of them, or am I?

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I should calm myself down... I had this KILL THEM ALL! -moment just now...

All I'm saying is that there are idiots in the world all around us, we'll just have to get through, hard times makes a person stronger, isn't that what they say? You've been through a lot and... You might be the strongest one of us all, you just need to realize that and forgive those (censored content), ok?

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Thu Jun 28, 2007 @ 10:32am

*shakes head* I know you won't even see this for a long time, but you know how this makes me feel? Like you are ignoring those of us that DO care.

Katie. When I talked to Amy, whom you said hates you, she told me simply that she's worried about you. That (as Austin put it bluntly with "you're childish" wink you have some growing up to do. She's worried that you are making the wrong decisions, and no matter what she, or any of us say to try and help you, you hardly ever listen.

I can only comment from the opinions I hear, yours, Amy's, Shannon's. I don't know the full story. But from what I do know, that is what I've gathered.

And you know, I'm afraid to say things like this to you. Because yes I do love you, but I know that it's little things that can make you sad/angry. I don't want that, but sometimes the truth really needs to be heard above all else.

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